Nakasakay ako sa kotse ni JC at ihahatid na nya ako pauwi sa bahay namin ni Blue.I am so excited.
I badly wanted to talk to him about the video.Ano man ang dahilan nya handa akong patawarin sya.I will do that for the sake of our child and i love him,ofcourse.
Kahit na nagtatampo ako sakanya ng kaunti dahil hindi na nya ako ulit binisita sa ospital but still gusto ko syang sorpresahin sa magandang balita.
I am one month pregnant said the ob gyne doctor.She gave me some vitamins to take and told me some foods should not be eaten while I'm pregnant.I'm a little bit disappointed because Blue's not there to witness my first ultrasound.
Naiinggit ako sa ibang babae na kasama ang asawa nila while they undergo for ultrasound.Nakita ko kanina kung paano naiyak yung lalake habang pinapanood ang anak nya sa loob ng tyan ng asawa nya.He even asked the doctor for the vitamins and he said he's really excited to know hia baby's gender.I want to experience that too.
I sighed.
"Baby,we're here"
Napatigil ako sa kakaisip sa sinabi ni JC.I smiled trying to hide the tears.
He held my hand."You'll be okay,alright?Just listen to him and hear his explanation.Walang mawawala if pinakinggan nyo ang both sides.Alright?"
I nodded.I hug him tight.
"Thank you for being there with me when i needed someone to talk to.Who can listen to me without judging me.Who can stand my tantrums and sometimes i'm a little bit attitude but yeah,i'm thankful you're here.I love you"
He chuckled."Why you're so emotional,huh?Don't worry,i'm always here for you.Just call me if everything goes wrong.I love you too"
Lumabas na sya para kunin ang mga gamit ko sa likod ng sasakyan nya.Sumunod na rin akong bumaba para buksana ng pinto ng bahay para mapasok nya ang gamit ko.My ob-gyne told me not to lift heavy things so there is JC.
Nagpaalam na si JC para makauwi na rin.Di ko na rin sya pina-stay.I know he's tired too.Ikaw ba naman yung magbantay ng limang araw.Natutulog lang sya pag gising ako so that i can call his name daw if i want anything but ofcourse i didn't woke him up dahil nakikita ko naman ang pagod sa mata nya.
"Blue"i called him as JC leaves.
Hayy.Wala na naman sya.
Uminom muna ako ng gatas bago umakyat sa kwarto para matulog.Busog pa naman ako dahil kumain kami ni JC bago nya ako ihatid.
Nagising ako ng may makapa akong matigas na bagay sa tabi ko.
Ba't ang tigas?Unan yung nilagay ko dito kanina ah?
Dumilat ako at nakita ko si Blue sa tabi kong nakatingin sakin.
"H-hey"namamaos pa ang boses ko.
He suddenly hug me."I'm sorry,honey.I'm sorry wala ako sa ospital.Marami lang talaga akong ginagawa sa opisina."
Tumango ako kahit na nangingiligid ang luha ko.I miss him.
"It's okay.I'm okay"sabi ko kahit na medyo nagtatampo ako sa kanya ng kaunti.
Umupo kaming dalawa sa kama at hinarap ang isa't isa.He hold my hand.
"Are you okay?I'm sorry.I'm not there.I'm really sorry"
Umiling ako."No, don't be sorry.I understand"
I heaved a sigh.
"What did the doctor say? What's wrong?"
"Uhm, stress and overfatigue"and I'm pregnant.
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