That Loveless Marriage(Completed)

Chapter 1

Ashley's POV

"What?!No,Mom.Hindi ako magpapakasal sa isang lalakeng Hindi ko kilala!Ano?!Ganun ganun na lang na ipagpapalit nyo ako because of business?No way!"paghaharumentadong kong sagot

"Ashley,anak!Please do this.It's for your own good naman..kaya sundin mo naman kami ng mommy mo" pagpilit ng daddy ko.

"No,dad!Bakit ako pa?Andyan naman si ate ehh.."

"Anak,Kelly was good enough to do kung ano ang dapat gawin nya sa buhay nya.She don't need a guy to support her financial"ani mommy.

"So you're saying mom na I can't handle myself?Ganun ba yun?Mom,if you're thinking that I'm not good enough for myself and capable of doing then i will prove you wrong!"

"Of course not,Ashley.What I'm saying is we're just worrying about you,your future" page-explain ng ina ko.

"Then what?!If you're thinking about my future ,marrying a guy that I don't know for 19 years of existence was not the right thing to do."

"Kaya nga we'll having a dinner tomorrow night at their house" saad ni Daddy.

"WHAT?!NO,DAD!I'M NOT GOING WITH YOU!" gulat at mariin kong sabi.

"Ashley,anak.Don't be too hard headed.Trust us,you'll future will be okay if you marry Adriean Blue...He's nice,handsome and not to mention that he's good at dealing with the investors,too" aniya Mommy.

"Mom,to be honest.I don't care if he's nice,handsome or whatever he's good as long as I don't want to marry him nor committed to someone that I don't know,I don't love.Hoping that you'll understand me.I'm sorry if I can't give you what you wanted for me but I'm not the type of person na basta basta na lang papasok sa isang relasyon na walang pagmamahal because for me?Marriage is the most memorable in my life if given a chance with the man i love,not the other way around.You know?I promise to myself when I was a kid that if I'll marry someone I'll make sure that I love him and he loves me too for the rest of our lives.Not this kind of bullshit!"

" Not everyone that is involve in force marriage doesn't learn to love their partner.Look at me,your dad.We're belong but we learned to love each other when we're together.Feelings growth,Blythe",Mom explained.

"We'll lucky you,you find the right guy for you through that kind of marriage but for me?Arrange marriage was not for me".

" Ashley?Nakikiusap ako sayo.You need to do this.We'll promise that if something bad happens to you in Blue's hand we will take you away from him"said Daddy.

"So,what's the purpose of marriage if that's will happen?You know Dad,if I were you..I'll just wait for the right person to marry.Destiny will let us find us together."

"Malaking kahihiyan ito sa pamilya natin pag tumanggi ka sa agreement na ito.We settled everything about your future and Blue."sabi ng ama ko.

"What?!You do that without asking my permission?How come you didn't consult me about that thing?and now your thinking that if you settled everything I'll just agree with your decision? No,not that way! I'll never gonna put my hands down!"

"Ashley,listen anak...kasi pag sinabi namin sayo Alam naming di ka papayag sa magiging desisyon namin ng daddy mo.So,we better shut out mouth until we find the right time telling it to you"Mommy.

" Precisely!Ayun naman pala ehh..Alam nyo naman pala na Hindi ako papayag sa set up na yan tapos ito kayo ngayon nagpupumilit na magpakasal sa isang estrangherong lalaki?I'm really sorry but I can't"saad ko.

"Then,what's the way to make you agree with this arrange marriage thing?" tanong sakin ni daddy.

"There's no other way.I can't. Just let me handle myself,my future,and to the man I'll love when the time comes" sagot ko.

"If that's what you want we'll give it you but in one condition" ani Daddy.

"What is it?"

"You'll go to States and manage our company their. Yan and kapalit sa pag-tanggi mo"giit ni Daddy

"Dad?!Are you out of your mind?Anak nyo ko baka nakakalimutan nyo pero para basta basta nyo lang akong diktahan sa gagawin ko sa buhay.I have my own dreams and plans.Akala ko ba,you'll support me whatever my decision is after finishing college?"

"Yes,we'll support you Ash but we can't avoid thinking you.Baka pag wala na kami you don't know how to do with your life?Pano ka na?" Sagot Ng mommy.

"Is there something na wala kayong sinasabi sakin?Why all of a sudden nag desisyon kayo na ipakasal ako sa isang lalake to assure my future?Mom?Dad?Is there any problem?" tanong ko sa kanila.

Ngumiti naman sakin si daddy.A sad smile.He hold my hand.

"Ashley...you're a good daughter,a smart one,lovely and responsible.Wala kang Hindi sinunod na utos namin ng mommy mo pero anak tumatanda na kami ng Mommy mo.Hindi namin alam kung hanggang kailan pa kami mabubuhay kaya ganito na lang ang pag aalala naming sayo.Hindi naman sa sinasabi naming Hindi mo kaya ang sarili mo pero kasi ang Ate mo ay hindi ka din nya mababantayan at sya na ang nagmamanage ng business natin sa Singapore.Now,if you don't want to marry him it's time for you to learn how our company works every day" Dad.

I sighed.Controlling the emotions to burst out sa sinabi ng ama ko.

"Fine.I'll marry him"sagot ko na ikinatuwa ng magulang nya.I can really see the happiness and relieve in their face.Hindi rin ako makapaniwala na pumayag ako sa set up na'to.If that's what my parents want,then go.Only for them.

"Thank you,Anak!" Sabay nilang sabi at niyakap ako nga mahigpit,ganun din ang ginawa ko bago magpaalam."Ahm,Mom,Dad.Can I go to my room now?I'm really tired and so exhausted.Maybe we can have some talk tomorrow."

"Yes,you can Ash.Goodnight and have a sweet dreams,my daughter.Iloveyou."

I smiled to her mom.They kiss me 'goodnight' and umakyat na sa kwarto.Napahiga na lang ako sa pagod at sa mga nangyari sakin ngayong araw.

Una,yung lalakeng nakabangga sakin kanina.Sya na nga yung may kasalanan tapos it pa ang may ganang magalit.Unfair naman yata non at nang dahil sa lalaking yun nalate ako tapos binantaan pa'ko ng pesteng teacher na yun ibabagsak daw 'kuno' nya ako.Sa nalate lang ibabagsak nya na agad?

The nerve of those people!Damn it!

And,third?

Ito yung pagpupumilit ng Daddy at Mommy ko.I can't deny the fact na kahit ako nag aalala sa mangyayari sa sarili in the end..To be honest?I can't live without my parents dahil nasanay akong nandyan sila palagi sa tabi ko. I'm only 19 years old at ayaw ko pang mawala sila sakin.

I want them to be in my wedding,sa lalaking mahal ko at maha akol ,not the other way around.But,hell yeah!Here I come,loveless marriage.I also want them na makilala ang mga magiging anak ko in the future.

I honestly hate this idea,really.Marrying a guy that I don't love is hell for me.I really hate so damn much loveless marriage.What's the purpose of marriage,then?

Sa iba naririnig ko sa pari pag may kasal is yung line na 'Can you love her for the rest of your life and take her as your lawfully wedded wife"Ganun!And now? I'm looking forward for the marriage that I will have for that strange man.My life is spending in hell the whole time I'm alive.