That Loveless Marriage(Completed)

Chapter 26

"Jace"tawag ko kay JC pagkagising ko na nakaupo sa sofa sa loob ng room ko.

Agad naman syang tumayo at dinaluhan ako.

"How are you,baby?What do you feel?You okay?I'll call your OB"

"No,no need.I feel better now.Thanks to you"

He sighed and nodded.

"What does my OB say?Bakit daw sumakit yung tyan ko?Is my baby fine?"

"Yeah.The baby's fine but you, you're not.She said, you're stressing yourself too much."

Yumuko ako at tumango."Yeah.I'm sorry.Hindi ko sinasadyang mapabayaan ang sarili ko and my baby.I was occupied by so many thoughts"

"Don't be sorry.I know it's hard for you to deal with your husband.Knowing that you can't confront him with what you saw."

"I-i asked him about Elexa but still,he's not telling the truth.He even doesn't mention about that video.Because of that we had a fight.He's saying that he can't understand what I'm saying.H-he said he doesn't have an idea.Is that even posible?"

He shrugged."It's your husband's call to tell.Hindi ko masasabing nagsisinungaling sya at the same time hindi ko rin masasabing he's telling the truth"

I heaved a sigh."Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko.I don't how to deal with him without remembering that video.It is stuck in my mind and keeps playing like it is a defective cd"

"Kayanin mo as long as kaya mo pa pero pag hindi na tumigil ka na.Just know your limitations,baby.Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan mong problemahin ang relasyon nyo.You're pregnant and you need to think of it.Kailangan mong maging malusog para sa magiging anak mo.For now,your priority is yourself and your baby and not him,your husband"

"Kaya ko pa pero sadyang hindi ko talaga alam ang gagawin ko on how to handle this without affecting my angel inside me.Mahirap eh.Alam mo yun?Wala kang magagawa kasi alam mong sa lahat ng gagawin mo apektado ang anak mo.There's nothing i can do with it,Jace."

"Exactly, you can't do anything with it if you'll not going to confront him.You just need to accept the outcome of it when it's done and move on.Hindi mo sya mapipilit kung ayaw nyang aminin yun.The important is hindi ka mamatay ng inuusog ng konsensya kundi sya"

I just sighed."Siguro tama ka."Ngumiti na lang ako para itago ang lungkot na nararamdaman ko."Thank you for everything,Jace.Hindi ko talaga alam ang gagawin ko pag wala ka.Buti na pang umuwi ka dito kung hindi baka kung saan ako pulutin"

He just smiled to me.I'm lucky that i have a bestfriend like JC.He's so thoughtful and protective to me.

Napawi ang ngiti ko ng maalala ko ang sinabi ni JC sakin bago ako nawalan ng malay sa sasakyan.I stared at him that makes him panic.

"Why,baby? What's wrong?May masakit ba sayo?"

Hindi ko pinansin ang tanong nya at diretso akong nagtanong sakanya."Do you mean it what you said in the car?"

I noticed him stiffen."No,no.I-i was just joking."

I nodded."Akala ko naman totoo eh.Don't joke like that again,ha.It's not funny"

He just rolled his eyes on me."Whatever,buntit"

"What did you just called me?"i hissed.

"What? There's nothing wrong with 'buntit''he grinned.

Aba't-!

"Inulit mo pa talaga ah"

"What? You're pregnant and some husbands calling their pregnant wife 'buntit' and it happens that you're pregnant so 'buntit' it is"he laughed.

"Yeah,it happens that I'm pregnant but it doesn't happen that you're my husband"i replied that makes him stop laughing and his face get straight.

I just laughed with his reaction."Pikon ka na nyan?"i teased him.

"Nyenyenye,buntit"he replied a tease also.

"Don't call me that"i exclaimed.

"Buntit"

I groaned in frustation. "God,Jace.Youre.making me frustrated.I said don't call me that"

Agad naman nya akong niyakap kahit na may sumusupil pang ngiti sa mga labi nya.I just rolled my eyes on irritation.

"Stop laughing or I'll kick your dick"

"Hey,Ashley Blythe.Where did you get that?Shut your mouth,your baby might hear it"

I covered my mouth with my hands forming an 'O' shape.And then i look at my not so obvious pregnant belly and put my hand on it."I'm sorry,baby.Mama's bad.Don't say it when you're big na ha.It's bad.It's a bad word,okay?"

"I'm sure you'll be a good mom when the baby's out"napatigil ako sa pagkausap sa anak ko when i heard him say that.

I smiled."Really? I'm scared,though"

He nodded."There's nothing to be scared of everything,Blythe.You know, I'm here to support and take care of you,right?"

"I know,but it's just that-that.I don't know"I can't find the exact words to say.I'm speechless.Natatakot ako sa mangyayari sa amin ni Blue at the same time sa anak ko.

JC suddenly hugs me."Don't worry,baby.Just always remember that I'm here for you,no matter what.I can be your shoulder to cry on.I won't ever leave you if anyone does, Blythe.I won't.You know that you will always be my baby girl from the day we've met when we are still kids until now that you're having you're baby."

Tears just suddenly escape from my eyes.

"Nakakainis ka naman eh"i said between sobs.Nagmumukha na akong baliw dito dahil sa tawa at iyak ko.

"Hey,stop crying.You done too much stress"
he wiped my tears.

"How can i stop crying if you'll making me cry?I-i can't find the words to describe how lucky i am to have you as my bestfriend.I owe you alot,Jace.From the day i rant about Blue being an asshole up to this.I don't know how to thank you like how much i wanted.I am speechless of how thoughtful you are to me.You're so selfless,Jace.You're always putting me first in your priority instead of your self.I am so damn much lucky to have you.That I and my baby have you.I love you Jace"i hugged him tightly.

"Just be happy and you'll thank me already,baby.You don't need to owe me because this is what i want.Kahit na pagod ako sa ibang bagay, hinding-hindi ko kayang mapagod sayo Blythe.You don't know too how lucky i am to have you as my baby.I am a lucky bastard to have you in my life.Kahit na palagi kitang kinukulit at pinapaiyak dati ng maliit tayo.Kahit na iniwan kita noon,just to go somewhere.Hindi mo pa rin ako kinalimutan.Hindi ka pa rin nagtanim ng sama ng loob sakin kahit na nasaktan Kita noon dahil sa pag alis ko.You know how much i wanted to stay here because you don't want me to go but I can't.I need to do that because there's no one to take care of my parents.I was thankful that time up to now that you understand me.That you're always understanding me for who i am.I love you too,baby.Stop crying na."

At some point,i feel my self at ease.Thankful that Jace is here for me and i couldn't ask for more just to be happy.This people that i have in my life makes my life complete and happy.