Speared My Heart

Rumor Has It

Your winner as a result of a submission...TAYLOR!"

The ref held up my hand. I ripped it away and kicked Summer Rae while she was down and exited the ring. I made my way up the ramp back to the gorilla and into catering. I was waiting for Summer to come back through. She was becoming someone I could talk to in the ladies locker room. Up until now I was pretty much shunned by all the other divas and only had a few of the male wrestlers on the roster as friends.

"Want to meet up later?"

I turned around and gave a disgusted look

"No, I don't want to meet up later. I told you earlier to leave it alone. It was a one time thing Phil.  I'm with Joe and I love him. I worked too hard to get this relationship to work. There's no way I'm fucking that up. Now quit bringing last month up."

He laughed a little "You'll be back"

I scoffed "In your dreams"

"Ooo maybe"

I made a disgusted face as Summer walked over. I gave her a quick hug and we walked back to the locker room to shower and change. I put on minimal make up and something super comfortable to wear. I sat on the bench listening to the banter of the other divas as I tied my shoes

"Hey Kyla!"

I looked up completely shocked that someone in here was actually talking to me.

"Hi" I said reluctantly.

The last time anyone in the ladies locker room wanted to talk to me I was surrounded and threatened for talking to Phil on the plane and in catering. April was sitting on the other side of the room getting ready for her match so it wasn't her this time. I was trying to figure out what I've done now.

"SO Kyla while we were overseas we kept hearing rumors about this NXT diva that slept with Punk. Who was it? Cuz we can't figure out who it is and he's not telling. He told April he did it but not with who. You were in NXT rehabbing this whole time so...who is it? I mean there's only a few of  you and we've already ruled out Paige."

My heart nearly leapt out of my chest. Oh my God he's TELLING people?? FUCK!!!! I looked around the room and everyone was crowded around me like I going to tell this really amazing story. I didn't like to gossip especially since the gossip was about me. I looked over at April and she was clearly paying attention to what I was about to (or not) say. I shrugged my shoulders

"I don't know anything about that. No one really gossiped much in the back."

I loosely braided my hair to the side and packed my bags and neatly stacked them. I was freaking out inside. I couldn't believe he was telling people!! What the hell was he thinking??? It was like he was purposely trying to make my life difficult. The last thing I wanted was Joe finding out and if Phil was running his mouth it was a greater possibility that he would. I'm just going to go talk to Phil...wait no I can't do that because then he's going to think I gave in and wanted sex...GOD this is such a mess. I made my way to the door and walked out. I had a huge decision to make. I could go left and spend the rest of my night with Joe or I could go to my right and tell off Phil. I sighed and turned and walked towards the locker room. I stopped outside the door and took a deep breath and walked in. He was sitting there in his gear listening to music and completely focused. He looked up and smirked at me

"I knew you'd be back"

"We need to talk. What the hell is the matter with you? You've been telling people?? Are you kidding me right now? This was NOTHING. It meant NOTHING. It was a mistake and one I should never have made. Stop telling people. I don't want Joe to find out"

"I can't help it Kyla...I'm in love with you"

I groaned hearing that. Never in my life has something like this happened. People didn't give a shit about me my entire life and now suddenly I have everyone in love with me. I only loved one person with all of my heart so the rest of them were just going to have to get over it

"Yeah well take a number and get in line. Lets get something straight. I'm in love with Joe  not you, not Graves, not Jon. Joe is my boyfriend. Joe is the one I give my heart to. Joe is my everything....is this sinking in at all?"

He stepped towards me with our faces only inches apart. He leaned in and kissed me. I pushed him back and slapped him across the face. He smirked and went to kiss me again. I reared my hand back to slap him again and he grabbed my wrist and crashed his lips to mine. I tried to resist but relaxed into the kiss and kissed back, his tongue massaging mine. He put his hands on my hips and pulled me closer. I kept telling myself this is wrong...this is wrong...this is SO wrong. He's just down the hall. Stop it now before it goes too far. I felt the cold concrete wall on my back and realized I was willingly going along with this. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his hips. Kyla you are a horrible human being...you are going to hell for this...you have single handedly ruined everything...once Joe finds out you deserve everything that is coming to you...you are rotten...dirty...a slut

I quietly got dressed and snuck back to the locker room. I wanted to burn my clothes. I took another shower and stared at myself in the mirror as I brushed out my hair and sighed. I am a whore...a slut....a piece of shit... I looked to the left and saw Summer standing there

"It's you isn't it?"

I couldn't even look at her. I turned my head away and looked down and nodded

"Is it that obvious?"

"You kept looking at April earlier. I put two and two together. Why Kyla?"

I shrugged "I don't know, but I'm not proud of myself for what I've done. Please don't tell anyone."

"I won't."

I half smiled and walked away to get dressed. I didn't even know if I could trust her. We weren't exactly friends or anything. We've talked a few times, but I wouldn't go straight to friends. I stayed in the locker room alone until the end of the show. All of the divas had already left so I could sit and wallow in my own pity. I collected my bags and walked out of the door and headed towards the parking lot. I made my way over to the guys car and loaded my bags in the trunk. I got in the back behind the drivers seat and immediately put in my ear buds, turned on my music and stared out the window getting lost in thought