Speared My Heart

A Push and A Punch

I shoved him back and slapped him as hard as I could in the face. Colby was trying to get my attention and I turned to him

"What Colby?"

"Jon saw you"

"He what?? FUCK. Where is he?"

"He left.  Went that way"

He pointed and I headed in that direction. Joe grabbed my hand and I ripped it away and rushed towards the doors with Colby not far behind.  I tried to catch up to him but he was really far ahead. I stopped to take off my heels so I could run

"Colby please help me. I can't catch up to him in these shoes"

Jon's POV:

"Jon!"

"What Colby...What?"

"It's not what you think. I was there the whole time. I promise you it's not what you think at all. That was all Joe...I promise you it was ALL Joe. Please just hear her out Jon"

I met her halfway. Her make up was running from crying. I hated seeing her cry and seeing the pain in her eyes

"Jon I swear...I swear..."

"How could you Kyla? I JUST proposed to you. If you wanted to be back with Joe you should've...."

She threw herself at me, crying hysterically, begging

"Please Jon...please...I didn't...he kissed me...he kissed me....I didn't kiss him back. He wanted to dance with me and he kept going on and on and on about missing me and wishing we were together and all of this stuff. I told him I didn't care, that I was over him, that I had you and that nothing he said mattered. I told him to stop and to get over it...to move on, but he kept talking about it. I was so uncomfortable and it was so awkward and I just wanted you to come back. Please Jon....please...please"

I just stood there and she fell at my feet hysterically sobbing. Colby knelt down next to her and looked up at me

"Jon...come on"

Truth is I know this isn't her fault and really this has nothing to do with her. I was livid and I wanted to kill him for taking advantage of the fact that I had walked away for a few seconds. I knelt down next to her and pulled her up to me and held her tight.

"It's alright Kyla. You know I hate to see my Ky sad like this. I know it's not your fault. I'm not mad at you at all. I promise. Please don't cry anymore. I love you Kyla. I love you with all my heart. I promise you this has nothing to do with you. Just calm down sweetheart."

Colby: "Jon. She pushed him away and slapped him. He was getting kind of grabby from the get go. The minute you walked out that door he came over"

I helped her stand up and pulled her back and wiped the tears from her eyes. I rested my forehead on hers

"Look at me Kyla"

She raised her eyes to look at me

"I love you Kyla. Nothing is going to change that OK.  No more tears. I only want to see your beautiful smile."

She smiled and I kissed her. I took her hand and we walked back inside. I was still so livid, but I didn't want to make a scene and ruin the wedding. She stuck to me like glue and didn't really say much. I hadn't seen her this quiet in a long time and it was making me even more pissed off that he was able to get to her this way. Everything was going alright until I looked back and saw him staring again. He smirked and held up that key that was part of the necklace he gave her. I glared at him wondering to myself why he even had it with him. He put it on and smirked again and I couldn't hold my anger any more.

"Stay with Colby"

I handed her off to him and marched my way over to Joe.

Kyla's POV:

I looked over at Colby confused and then saw where Jon was headed. I followed after him as he made his way to Joe's table. I stood back as they "talked" for a minute but I could see the talking escalating and they were soon in each others faces. Never in my life have I had to deal with two men fighting over me...or anyone fighting over me for that matter. Talking turned to yelling and yelling turned to pushing. I didn't want them to ruin this wedding. I could see this was starting to get out of control so I grabbed Jon's arm

"Jon...please don't. Leave it be. Lets just go home"

"Stay out of it Kyla. Go back to Colby."

I pulled on his arm again only this time he pushed me back hard and I stumbled and flew back into a table

Jon's POV:

The argument got out of control. He came at me from over the table and punched me in the face. I tackled him and punched him back. I felt someone pulling me back, but I was so angry I wasn't paying attention to who.

"Jon!"

I kept going towards Joe and was pulled back again

"JON! STOP!! Go take care of Kyla...GO"

I turned around and she was on the floor by a table. I went over to her and pulled her up and held her to my chest

"Kyla...I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm so sorry. Are you OK?"

She wasn't moving and it was starting to freak me out a bit. I didn't mean to push her so hard. I let my anger get the better of me and she got hurt in the process. I held her tight and sighed. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't think of what I should do. This was the only thing I could think of and it seemed wrong. It was like my mind went blank and I just wanted to hold her and apologize over and over. Someone touched my shoulder and I looked up and then back down

"Jon. We should get her to a hospital."

"I didn't mean to Colby"

"I know you didn't, but apologizing isn't going to help her. We should go."

I picked her up and carried her to the car and laid her on the backseat. I got in behind Colby and laid her head on my lap. I ran my fingers through my hair and groaned in frustration. I was so mad at myself. I caressed her cheek and sighed. I was such a fucking idiot. I love her so much...how can I hurt her like that? She stirred and opened her eyes

"There's my Ky." I smiled "How are you doing?"

"My head hurts" she mumbled

"I know sweetie I'm sorry. We're almost to the hospital to get it looked at."

She sat up and put her hands on her head and leaned forward. I pulled her to me and she cuddled as close as possible and laid her head down

"Hurts" she barely whispered

It was breaking my heart especially since I couldn't do anything to make it better and because it was my fault to begin with.

"Almost there Ky. I'm so sorry. I love you"

"I love you too Jon" I could barely hear her as she trailed off again