Speared My Heart

Where Is She?

Joe's POV:

Corey, Jon, Colby and I have been looking non stop for 2 days. Well, more like Jon and I together and Colby and Corey together. Corey won't talk to me at all and I can't exactly blame him. I screwed up big time and I don't really deserve to be forgiven for this. We've checked every hospital, homeless shelter and jail we could find and have come up with nothing. She can't rent a car or drive anywhere because she doesn't have a license. Corey said she didn't take any cash or even put her wallet in her purse and her cell phone is long dead at this point which was very upsetting as well. The four of us met up in the hotel lobby

Jon: "Has anyone seen her?"

Corey: "If any of us had seen her do you really think we'd be standing here having this conversation right now? NO..obviously none of us have seen her or found her yet. I talked to the police and they're on the look out as well.  I'm really worried about her. I'm usually the first person she'll come to, but she hasn't even tried to contact me....that's not like her. And it's still really cold at night here and she left the gala in just her dress so she's been who knows where in heels and a short dress."

"I'm really sorry....I..."

"Yeah you should be. This is all your fault. If you didn't love her, or care about her or if you didn't want to be with her anymore you should've just dumped her instead of leading her on and lying to her. Sneaking around with Saraya just made things 100 times worse. And then Jon hiding it from her. Seriously what kind of friends are you?"

Kyla's POV:

I couldn't go back. I didn't want to be around any of them. I didn't know who I could trust or who my real friends were. I didn't know if Corey knew or not or if I could even trust him.

"Kyla?"

I glanced up and looked back down "What Phil?"

"Kyla...Jon, Colby, Joe and Corey have been looking everywhere for you."

I shrugged "So"

"So? Everyone is really worried about you.  What happened? Have you been here the whole time?"

"Just go away. I should've stayed alone. I shouldn't have ever trusted anyone. I should never have gone into that NXT building..."

He put out his hand and pulled me up and brushed me off. He gave me a sympathetic look and caressed my cheek. I threw my arms around him and he held me tight

Joe's POV:

The four of us met up in the lobby again after taking a break. This was starting to feel hopeless and the longer she stayed away the worse I felt. Colby came up and pat me on the shoulder. I half smiled as we started heading out. Suddenly Phil walks in with his arm around Kyla. She was barefoot, carrying her shoes, her hair was a mess and you could tell she hadn't slept the entire time she was gone. I walked towards her and she turned away and went straight to Corey. She threw herself against him and he held her close. I walked over and touched her shoulder

"Kyla I've been so worried about you..."

"Don't touch me. Don't talk to me. Leave me alone."

Corey: "I'm going to take her upstairs for a while."

I sighed and backed off as I watched him walk away with her.  I sat down in one of the lobby chairs and ran my fingers through my hair. Jon, Colby and Phil came over and sat down as well. I was so frustrated and mad at myself. I fucked up something that was perfect and amazing and I don't even have a good reason why. I don't even really know why. She's never going to forgive me for this...ever. I've never felt more horrible in my life. I just want to go to her and hold her and make it better and I know that I can't and won't ever be able to. I looked over to Phil

"Thanks for bringing her back."

"Yeah. Why'd you do it? What the hell were you thinking??"

I shrugged "I wish I had an answer. I don't even know why.  Doesn't matter anyway I really fucked up. There's no fixing this"

He nodded "Well, never say never. Just give her some time"