(Ignore) Need to just blow off some steam

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If you are still here, and wondering why the hecc is this kid, doing here rather than updating the book

if you dislike cursing please skip this chapter.



yes I'm a mad hoe because I hate being forced to do shit-

Your mom ever just force you to do things for the sake of Facebook? Such as sing or make dumb tiktoks that don't reflect who you really are for the sake of saying "My daughter is sooo talented" or to show us off to their family members. So my family on Facebook had some sort of talent show or whatever and my mom said that if we cut our hair she would let us be, my sister had her hair cut in order to not sing, but was forced to anyway.

I didn't cut my hair because obviously I'd argue back at something I don't like, I had to learn a lovey dovey song for facebook and it'll be posted for all to see...I want to post screams and leather...scooters and skates...not cutesy bs on Facebook, because that's where the expectations and assumptions rise. I'd rather have them hate me or be embarrssed by knowing the real me, rather than being liked for something I'm not...I keep all that "cutesy" and cringe stuff on tik tok...

Speaking of Tik Tok, my family members on Facebook edit their tik toks to put them in one video rather than following each other and just making duets. For example, the make up ones, brush their cheeks with a lil make up, transition to their finished make up and drop the said brush before it pans to another person catching the brush and repeating.


My mom wants to do that, but with the audio "I'm Just a Kid" by simple plan...I'm unsure what the flying octo fuck she actually wants, but she wants us (me and my siblings) to recreate baby photos but somehow transition it like the make up tik toks, and I'm just like...

"bitch how" because like how about we all just fucking...duet the tik tok instead of replaying the same god damn audio, it'll get annoying as FUCK...and what does she want us to do after recreating the photo and ending the audio? The audio is probably just 15 seconds long and as far as I know, Idk how to fucking replay the audio over and over and over and over and over again for all photos...we might as well use a different audio if she wants us to recreate multiple photos in one video, the max amount of time is 1 minute (60 seconds) and it's annoying how she doesn't understand me and when I try to explain she gets angry and confused before my siblings who don't even know how to transition or use tik tok properly try to make things "better" only to make it worse, confusing not only me and their mom, but themselves....

fuck all this, I wanna quit at this god damn school bullshit too. Like stop trying to email me, we aren't friends like that, and why do they want to know what's all up with me anyway? Isn't everything on the chrome book recorded? So why ask? to not sound suspicious? I hate this school system both online and physically. My dumbass ex reached out to me and my pushover self allowed him to friend me on discord, but i feel as though he tryna black mail me or get some screen shots to post that I'm desperate so he has more stuff to gossip with his boyfriends about.

I'm going mad with this quarentine stuff, I want my real friends back so we can chat and be the dirty little rats we are again, causing trouble, all wearing similar dress code, and singing cause we're all drama crack heads. But we can't because my family members may have gotten corona so we've just been here in the house hardly going out as to not spread it. YO I FUCKING LEFT MY PANDA BEAR BACKPACK IN MY PE LOCKER AND I'M FREAKING THE FUCK OUT HERE. LIKE ARE WE EVER GONNA GET THEM BACK???

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