When Everything Changes-Ciel x Sebastian

Chapter 3

Sebastian ran at Ciel with demon speed. Before Ciel knew what was happening, his lips were pressed against Sebastian's. Ciel felt his stomach flutter into a thousand ravens. Soaring in his stomach, looking for a way to get out. Ciel smiled as Sebastian kissed him. He liked the feel of his lips on his. Ciel moved his lips in unison with Sebastian. Ciel didn't want Sebastian to stop. He wanted him to continue. To continue until the endless bodies piles up and his crown turns to rust. He wanted this to go on until he died. Ciel went to move his hands around Sebastian's neck. Sebastian pulled away and stood up tall, as if nothing happened. It hurt Ciel to see him act normal after he had just practically told him how he felt. Did he not feel the same way. Did he not care how he felt. Ciel took a step back in shock. He didn't want his thoughts to be true. Sebastian stared down at his Young Master, wondering why he hadn't just told him sooner. He would have understood. He would have supported how he felt. But how long did he feel this way. Ciel was never one to cry, he was never one to show his feelings. But Sebastian just breaking away, backing up, ignoring how he felt, acting like nothing happened, it hurt him deeply. Ciel wiped at his eyes and turned away. Sebastian stared at Ciel in shock. He didn't mean for Ciel to cry. Was Ciel really that upset that he broke away. He did obey his order. Then again he did know that in mind Ciel told him he could choose of he wanted to. The thing about it was, Sebastian knew he needed to. Not out of an order but out of something that made him feel for the young master. The little boy in front of him would crumble to pieces other wise. Sebastian placed a hand on Ciel's shoulder but Ciel shrugged it off. Ciel didn't want him to touch him. He didn't feel like having to feel that same pain he felt of him leaving. Sebastian sighed. With demon speed he picked Ciel up and sat him on the counter top. Ciel was shocked at how fast Sebastian had taken a hold of him. He was shocked that he even touched him. Sebastian had his straddling either side of Ciel. Ciel put his hands down and stared at Sebastian. Sebastian never took his eyes off of Ciel's one eye. He found it mysterious. He knew what it held inside, making it more attractive. Sebastian leaned closer to Ciel's face. Ciel was shocked but was really happy. Or was he just doing it because he knew Ciel felt horrible. Ciel gripped the front of his shirt and Sebastian stopped coming close. He stared at Ciel. Ciel was looking to the floor.

"I don't want you to touch me, or kiss me if you don't feel for me the way I do you." Ciel said and took a deep breath.

He knew Sebastian would never do something like this now that he had told him what he wanted. Ciel felt a hand on the back of his head. He felt lips pressed against his. Ciel went wide eyed as Sebastian moved his lips against his. Ciel smiled and wrapped his arms around Sebastian's neck. He ran his hands through his hair, making it more messy than before. Sebastian took a step closer to the counter until he couldn't get any closer. He pulled Ciel's small body against his. Ciel smiled and pulled Sebastian's face more towards his. They were as close as they could possibly get without going into each others face. Ciel moved his mouth in unison with Sebastian's again. He didn't want to let his feelings go. He wanted them to grow deeper and deeper everyday. Until the moment Sebastian's lips met Ciel's, Ciel had thought it was only a passing crush. Now that they were actually kissing passionately, he knew that he truly loved Sebastian. Sebastian broke the kiss but rested his forehead against Ciel's. Ciel wasn't upset this time. He now knew how Sebastian felt about him. He knew Sebastian felt the same way. That's why he had kissed him again. Ciel took his arms back and used them to support himself. He leaned back and looked at Sebastian. Sebastian smiled back at him. Not a smirk, not a grin, but a genuine smile that passed his lips. Lips that Ciel wanted to kiss again. Ciel leaned in and gave him another quick kiss. He pulled back and smiled. Sebastian took his arms from Ciel's waist but never backed up. He put hands on either side of Ciel. Ciel smiled at him. He knew that he wanted more of Sebastian, but just didn't know what that meant. Maybe because he was to young. The doors to the kitchen opened and Mey-rin stared at them. Ciel stared at her shocked and Sebastian turned his head and looked at her. Sebastian very swiftly moved his hand to Ciel's knee and dug his hand through his skin. Ciel let out a quip of pain. Mey-rin starred at Ciel suddenly worried.

"No need to worry. Young Master just had an injury and I was just checking it. No worrying necessary." Sebastian told her.

Mey-rins face lit a bright red and she nodded. "Yes Mister Sebastian, but I was just wondering what kind of plates I should use for tonight."

"The same plates we use every night. Why would tonight be different?" Sebastian asked, still never turning his body away from Ciel.

"Well, you say when we have guests, we should use different dishes." Mey-rin told him surprised.

"A guest? Who's our guest?" Sebastian asked Mey-rin.

"Lady Elizabeth." Mey-rin told him.

"But she isn't coming till tomorrow." Sebastian told her.

"But she just arrived yes she did. She is waiting in the lobby right now." Mey-rin said.

She saw the look on Ciel's face and decided it was time for her to take her leave. She shut the door behind her and it was silent for just a moment. Sebastian turned his head to look back at Ciel. Ciel was shocked. How did she get here so fast. Sebastian stared at him and then down at his knee.

"Well we can't have this bleeding now can we." Sebastian said.

Ciel came back reality and looked at Sebastian. "Oh yeah, I think Mey-rin kept the first aid-"

Ciel was cut off by a sudden tongue. He looked down at his knee and saw Sebastian licking the blood away. Ciel knew he shouldn't like it but he did. He thought Sebastian's tongue against his bare skin was tempting, made him feel good, hot... and even a little sexy. Ciel smiled and leaned forward. Sebastian took his tongue away and wiped at his knee with his gloved hand. The blood had stopped pumping but his heart didn't. It sped up to a thousand miles and hour. Ciel smiled at Sebastian and grinned. Sebastian returned his grin with a passionate kiss on the lips. Ciel wrapped his arms around Sebastian once again. Sebastian smiled and pulled away. He took Ciel bridal style off the counter and held him in his arms. Ciel smiled and blushed a little. Sebastian kissed each of Ciel's cheeks and it made Ciel laugh a little. Ciel wrapped his arms around Sebastian's neck to keep himself close and connecting.

"Young Master, are you sure you want to get mixed up with me. I am a terrible creature you know." Sebastian said.

"If I didn't want to get mixed up with you I wouldn't have made a contract with you. I wouldn't have developed these feelings for you. I wouldn't have my heart racing every time I look at you. I want to get mixed up with you. In the closest way possible."

Ciel pulled himself up towards Sebastian's face more. He took in his scent and aroma. He couldn't believe that for the past few days he had been feeling like this, and never once realized why till now. He should have told Sebastian to kiss him sooner. He wanted Sebastian sooner. Sebastian smirked and gave Ciel a kiss on the lips, a short one, but still a kiss. Ciel smiled and Sebastian set him on his feet. Ciel took a breath knowing he had to walk through those doors and act happy to see Elizabeth. But he wasn't. He didn't want to see her now that he knew exactly how he felt. He loved Sebastian, not her. He wanted to hold Sebastian, not her. He wanted to kiss Sebastian, not her. He wanted to have Sebastian, not her. He wanted to be inside Sebastian, not her. He wanted Sebastian to the point of no end. He wanted to get rid of everyone else on this world that wasn't Sebastian. He could live with that. Only him and Sebastian. Ciel took a breath and looked to the doors. He didn't want Elizabeth to jump on him and take away the sensation of what Sebastian felt like, pressed against him, his lips against his, his strong hands holding him, his warmth of his chest, the way his chest was hard and soft at the same time. He didn't want Elizabeth to spoil that happiness for him. Ciel looked at Sebastian for some support. Sebastian bent down and gave him one last kiss. Ciel smiled and turned to the door. He took a breath and opened it.

"Elizabeth."