When Everything Changes-Ciel x Sebastian

Chapter 9

Ciel has never seen Sebastian show so much pain in the last two years Ciel has been around him. Sebastian's face fell into such a sad depressed look. Since Ciel was grinning at him, Sebastian thought that he was serious. Sebastian ran out the manor and slammed the door behind him. Ciel stood at the top of the stairs staring shocked at the spot where Sebastian once stood. Was Sebastian really gone? Mey-rin took a breath and put her glasses back on her face. She was completely oblivious as to Ciel standing there. Mey-rin made her way into the kitchen. No doubt she was telling the servants about what had just happened. Ciel dropped the cane and dropped to his knees. Mey-rin had thought completely different from him. She had been thinking that Ciel had been raped. He wasn't being raped, he was being pleasured. Ciel stared at the door. Hoping Sebastian would walk through. Mey-rin would come out saying "got you master Ciel". Ciel didn't want believe that Mey-rin had just fired Sebastian. Ciel got to his feet, leaving the cane on the floor. Ciel ran up the stairs and down the hall. Ciel bumped into tables, knocked over vases, and tripped. Ciel ran over to his room. Ciel ran into his door and fell to the ground. Tears welled in his eyes. He picked himself off the floor and opened the door. He slammed it behind him. Ciel fumbled with the locked and dropped to his knees once again. Ciel pressed his fists against his eyes. His heart was hurting, why had it been hurting so much. Wasn't now the perfect time to get over Sebastian. Thing was, Ciel didn't want to forget about him. Ciel wanted Sebastian to forever be imprinted in his memory. Ciel wanted Sebastian to make his mark on Ciel's body. Ciel ran over and threw himself on his bed. He cried into his pillow softly. Without Sebastian, what was Ciel supposed to do. Before yesterday, he would have known. But now Ciel was lost. He didn't know who would be in his place. Tanaka, no. Tanaka could never take the place of Sebastian. Sebastian was a one in a million. Sebastian was just a one. You could never get another Sebastian. Tanaka could be a butler sure, but he couldn't be the butler that bathed him, clothed him, fed him, cared like Sebastian did, help Ciel when he need something personal done, the one who made him feel things that a twelve year old should. Ciel felt his heart snk to the floor. Ciel screamed into his pillow like a bratty child. One who couldn't have his lover by him. Ciel had turned down all the food, water, treats, snacks, and ears for listening that was offered to him for the rest of the day. Ciel stayed in bed and stared blankly at the walls around him. The ones he wanted Sebastian to come through.

Ciel tossed and turned in his sleep. He fell in and out of dreams. Hoping to wake up from the nightmare that Sebastian had left. Ciel awoke from a really intense dream. All the men were after him. He was running down a dark alley and then he slammed into a brick wall. The men behind him grabbed him arms and pinned them behind him. They had put a gag in his mouth and started dragging him down. Sebastian appeared behind them and killed them all. He had freed Ciel and picked him up bridal style. Ciel had leaned his head on Sebastian's chest. Sebastian had changed quickly. Sebastian had ripped his hand through Ciel's chest and grabbed a hold around his heart. Before the dream went any further Ciel awoke with tears in his eyes. He was sweating like crazy. He found himself trembling harshly and gripping the sheets. Ciel felt a cold breeze on the back his neck. He quickly turned around and saw a dark figure standing in the window. The moon rounded the tree's and lit up Sebastian's face. Ciel stared happily as Sebastian stepped closer to Ciel. Sebastian looked at Ciel and put a comforting hand on his cheek. Ciel felt the warmth from his hand go to his face. Ciel hadn't realized how cold it had been. Sebastian seemed to have sensed how cold Ciel had gotten and stepped over to the window. Sebastian shut the window and returned to Ciel's side. He sat on the bed and it dipped beneath his weight. The shift in the bed made Ciel topple over into Sebastian's lap. Ciel smiled and cuddled Sebastian's waist. Sebastian placed strong arms around Ciel. Ciel looked up at Sebastian's face and quickly sat on Sebastian's lap, facing him. Ciel pressed his lips against Sebastian's. Sebastian kissed back, placing his hand on the back of Ciel's head not letting his leave. Ciel smiled and wrapped his hands around Sebastian's neck. Sebastian felt Ciel's want. Sebastian slowly lowered himself onto his back. Ciel went down with him. Sebastian bit Ciel's bottom lip. Ciel felt Sebastian's desire and opened his mouth. Freely letting Sebastian explore the inside of Ciel's. Ciel smiled and massaged his tongue over Sebastian's. Ciel smiled at the pleasure it gave him. Sebastian got forceful and jabbed his tongue around fiercely. Sebastian felt Ciel's lips turn into a smile. Sebastian. Stopped kissing Ciel and sat up. Ciel stared into his eyes. The beautiful crimson ones he wanted so very badly. Sebastian picked Ciel up and placed him in the middle of the bed. Sebastian crawled over Ciel and started kissing him again. Ciel bit Sebastian's bottom lip, this time asking for permission to enter. Sebastian opened his mouth happily. Ciel roamed his mouth this time. Ciel felt the need to go further. Ciel grasped the front of Sebastian's tail coat and tried to undo the buttons. Ciel got angry when he found he couldn't undo the buttons. Sebastian smiled and pulled away from the kiss. Sebastian sat up and slowly took off his coat, teasing Ciel. Ciel watched as Sebastian's abs came into eye sight. Ciel lifted Sebastian's shirt out of his pants. Ciel smiled and kissed the lines near the top of Sebastian's pants. Ciel smiled wanting to go further. Ciel smiled when Sebastian pushed Ciel on his back. Ciel fell back with a thud. Sebastian took hold of Ciel's shirt and ripped it open and put his lips to his boyish chest. Ciel smiled at the touch of his lips. Sebastian touching his skin gave Ciel pleasure, no matter what form it was in. Sebastian traveled his lips up to Ciels neck and kissed it lightly. Lightly turned into roughly. Roughly turned into nipping, and nipping turned into biting. Sebastian bit at Ciel's neck. Ciel let out puff of breath. Ciel felt Sebastian feel down towards his private. Ciel smiled and kissed Sebastian. Sebastian removed Ciel's pants with no hesitation. Ciel smiled, loving Sebastian staring at him, staring at what was his. Ciel loved Sebastian rough. Sebastian removed his pants and undergarments. Ciel watched as Sebastian erotically removed Ciel's with his mouth. Ciel wondered how skilled he really was with his mouth. Ciel smiled as he felt Sebastian roam his tongue around his area, teasing Ciel once again. Ciel wanted Sebastian to be inside of him right then and there. Ciel lifted his legs higher and Sebastian smirked. The Sebastian that Ciel knew was gone, replaced by the inner demon.

Sebastian licked everywhere on Ciel's private. Ciel breathed out Sebastian's voice in pleasure. Sebastian hushed him and continued. Ciel sat up a few times but Sebastian pushed him back down. Ciel was surprised when Sebastian fit his whole private into his mouth. Ciel said Sebastian's name once again and Sebastian stopped. Ciel gripped the sheets and felt his blood over heat. Ciel loved the feeling Sebastian gave him. Sebastian had been the only one. Ciel didn't want anyone else. Sebastian trailed his tongue up Ciel's body as he made his way to his neck. Sebastian started kissing his neck, then nipped at his. Ciel felt Sebastian pressed against him. He was so big, he was strong. Ciel was pleasure. Ciel moved his hand to Sebastian's back and gripped at his skin. Sebastian smiled when Ciel raked his hands down his back. Sebastian mumbled a few words in Ciel's ear. Sebastian moved his hips against Ciel. Ciel breathed in with pleasure. Ciel never wanted him gone, he wanted Sebastian to keep it up. Ciel hadn't realized how painful it was. Ciel ignored and focused on the positive. The biggest one, Sebastian. Sebastian thrusted into Ciel deeply. Ciel let out a scream of pleasure. Sebastian placed his hand over Ciel's mouth. Sebastian slipped his tongue into Ciel's mouth. Ciel smiled and gripped more at Sebastian's back as Sebastian moved his hips in different ways. Ciel hadn't even thought that half the things Sebastian did was possible. Sebastian looked at Ciel with a look that was demonic. Ciel smiled loving. Sebastian laid himself back down on Ciel and thrusted more into Ciel. Sebastian smoothed his hands over Ciel's sides. He groped Ciel in places and stuck his fingers places Ciel didn't realize. Ciel arched his back pushing himself more into Sebastian. Sebastian slipped him hand under him and held him up. Ciel threw his head back as he screamed in pleasure and pain. Sebastian kissed his neck and trailed down to his collar bone. Ciel put his hands on the back of Sebastian's head and raked his hands through it as the hotness of their love escalated. Sebastian looked at Ciel and for the first time in their love, Ciel was a little scared. Sebastian rolled Ciel onto his stomach and laid himself back down. Ciel felt Sebastian moves his hips hard against his backside. Ciel smiled and gripped the sheets. Sebastian took Ciel's hands and pinned them above his head.

"Se-Sebastian. Hgnn!" Ciel breathed as Sebastian slipped his monster inside him. Ciel smiled with pain and pleasure.

Sebastian smiled and moaned with pleasure. Ciel groaned as Sebastian got fiercer and fiercer by the second.

"Se-Sebastian!" Ciel screamed as Sebastian thrusted. "Sebastian! Harder!"

"Yes." Thrust. "Young." Thrust. "Master." Thrust.

Ciel screamed, not caring about who heard. Screw the others. If Ciel wanted to love his butler, then he would. If they didn't approve he would get rid of them. He had the power at his hands. And at the moment, he backside. Ciel pushed his back into Sebastian and let out a hot breath. Ciel loved Sebastian so much. Tomorrow he was definitely getting him back. Ciel screamed as Sebastian slowly pulled himself out of Ciel. Sebastian rolled off of Ciel and Ciel released his hold on the sheets. Ciel looked at Sebastian and crawled on top of him. Ciel laid his head on Sebastian's chest. He heard Sebastian's fast heart beat. Ciel could only imagine how his was. Sebastian smiled at Ciel and rested his head on his. Ciel rested his hands on Sebastian's chest and smiled. Sebastian wrapped his strong arms around Ciel. Ciel smiled.

"You came back." Ciel said and kissed his chest.

"You couldn't keep me away even if you tried." Sebastian kissed the top of his head and smoothed his fingers through Ciel's hair.

"I don't want you to leave." Ciel said and hugged him tightly.

Sebastian hugged him back with equal passion. "I don't want to leave either. Tomorrow I will return."

Ciel kissed Sebastian, slipping his tongue in his mouth, and smiled at him. "I'll tell them the truth. If they don't like it they can leave. All I need is you."

"Likewise, Love" Sebastian smiled down at Ciel and kissed him.

"Stay with me like this." Ciel told him.

"Is that an order?" Sebastian asked.

"It's out of love." Ciel replied and closed his eyes, letting sleep take him.

"I will stay either way. Good night love." Sebastian kissed Ciel and cuddled together.