On His Knees ♡ Larry ✔

Chapter ✿ Forty

❝MESSAGES❞

-Double Update-

The sun begins to rise but Harry hasn't slept at all. He had spent the night worrying about Louis, calling Louis, sending voicemails begging him to come home and crying.

As he stares out the window, still laying on the bed, his phone clutched firmly in his hand, waiting for Louis to call, like he had been all night, he begins to drift to sleep.

He thinks about Louis, the boy is smart enough not to look after himself, Harry knows that... But that doesn't stop him from feeling so sick. Sick with worry, sick with disgust at the words he said to the boy last night.

The thing is, he has thought about everything all night and realised, he doesn't care if Lottie has been cheating on him. Yes, he would be upset, but if the baby isn't his, he can leave Lottie without feeling guilt and worry that she may one day take the kid away from him if they weren't together.

All Harry wanted was his baby, Louis, or at least to know he was safe.

Harry hears the sound of the door but doesn't make a move to get up when he hears Lottie and Jay laughing. How is he supposed to act around her now?

Not long later, she is walking in, a smile on her face. "Hey, Haz!" She walks over to awkwardly hug him, frowning when he doesn't move.

"Hey Lotts," he says softly, smiling fakely at the girl he was once in love with. "How was work?"

"Tiring," Lottie hums and lays down next to Harry, hand on his chest. "I'm going to have a shower and them mum wants to go shopping with me... Is that okay?"

"You aren't going to sleep?" Harry bites his lower lip, eyeing her in question.

"I will when I get home, " She smiles and moves to press her lips against his, sighing softly. "I'm going to go shower now."

Harry makes the move to climb onto her, hovering over her as he deepens the kiss, his hands moving to pull off the shirt of her nurse scrubs, leaving her in a bra.

He kisses down her neck and makes a move to pull her pants off, a relieved feeling bubbling inside of him when he feels her phone in the pocket.

"You should probably go shower, babe," Harry pulls away, smiling softly at her, pressing a kiss to her cheek.

She gives him a confused smile, but nods and rushes to stand up and go to the bathroom. "Are you sure you don't want to continue?" She questions, standing near the door of the ensuite.

"Later," Harry mumbles and watches as she closes and locks the door. He doesn't waste any time and digs around in her pocket to find the phone, the only reason he would ever think to kiss her again.

He clicks it on and puts in the password she has had since high school, smiling in victory when it works. He immediately makes his way to the messages, clicking on the most recent, his heart dropping at what he reads as he scrolls further up.

💗: did you get it?

Lottie: get what?

💗: the abortion.

Lottie: yes... Even though I told you I was going to raise it with my boyfriend.

💗: It was my kid. Want a baby with him? Go make one.

Yesterday

💗: baby, I miss you. Come meet me at my club.

Lottie: On one condition.

💗: what?

Lottie: you get me pregnant again. Harry will leave me if he finds out I've been lying.

Where do you think Louis is?

Are you guys still enjoying this book?

What other things do you want to happen in the book?

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