Ellipsis

Epilogue

Epilogue

We were 18 when we became together. A lot of problems came along the way. Hindi kami madalas mag away dahil palagi niya akong naiintindihan at palagi ko siyang naiitindihan. We had the perfect relationship everyone wanted. Her family and my family is fine with each other we even had an outing in Baler. I love her so much more than I love myself and I know she is also like that to me. I'm making sure I am consistent when it comes to her because I'm afraid to lose her. This is also the time when I made mistakes but what is important is we learned from it. I almost lost her because I found comfort to her bestfriend. She should not accept me but she is Scarlett Maddison Monteverde what would you expect? She has the purest and kindest heart. She always gives chances and if you made a mistake she will always forgive you even if you haven't said sorry to her. The moment she accepted me once again, I knew that I love her even more. She is selfless too. She don't want anyone being hurt around her. She accepted and gave me another chance even if I became dumb and jerk.

I was 19 and she was 18 when we fixed everything and then she gave everything to me. I also gave myself to her and I promise I won't let her be hurt again. I fell inlove to her even more. And as days passed by, I know I won't be able to live without her in my life. It will be so damn hard for me to live without my Scarlett Maddison Monteverde. Mapang asar siya lalo sa kapatid niya but we always know that she cares. I can even see her as the mother of our children. She's my future and when that night happened. I became more determined that she will be my future. I won't let her go.

We were both 19 when I broke her heart. I lied to her by saying I didn't love her and I just used her body but God knows it's not true. I love her more than my life. I got hurt twice of the pain she felt because I know I'm hurting the one I love. It is also the time that my family got problems and I didn't had a choice. I lost her. I lost her once again. I remember when she begged to me to give her a chance. I remember the time when she is crying and I wanna comfort her and come back to her but I can't. Quinn's family ruined us. They manipulated me and my father. They took Mom and Ethan from us and blackmailed us. They know they can't do anything about Maddison because their family is so powerful. I can't say it to Maddison because I don't want her to be involved. I just love her so much and I don't want her to be in danger. I let them use me while my dad is finding a way to get Mom and Ethan from them. I stayed by Quinn's side and I told Maddison that I like Quinn to protect her. I remember when she went to the Church crying her heart out and I was hurt because she let me go. She said that Quinn's Mom asked her to leave me because of Quinn's condition. I know she will let me go because she is so kind and she don't want anyone suffering because of her. And when she finally said those words I wanted to cry but I should be strong for us. I'm nearly crying but I'm holding back and all I can say to her is "Take care of yourself". What makes me cry is when she hugged me. Nagulat ako nung niyakap niya ako but I hugged her too. I know the days and months will be hard because I'm gonna lose the one I love.

I was 20 when I saw her brother, Skylar in the funeral of Luna. I knew that he'd be there that's why I came all the way there. When I saw Skylar I know that I should not disturb him to ask about Maddison. So I decided to just stay in my sit and let Skylar mourn for his girlfriend. I should respect the funeral and Skylar's mourning so I left and went home. Umiyak lang ako nang umiyak sa bahay. Ang dami kong tanong kay Skylar tulad nung kung bakit wala pa si Maddison? Nasan ba siya? Hindi pa ba siya uuwi? Miss na miss ko na kasi siya. Gustong-gusto ko na siyang mayakap at sabihin na Love I'm sorry kung nasaktan na naman kita please ayusin natin. I always cry my heart out because of her. Love maayos na yung problema namin please come back. Pwede na ulit tayong magkasama.

I was 24 when I decided na pasundan si Maddison. A good friend of mine said that he saw Maddison in States. I hired men so they can check out on Maddison. When I got the information about her I felt so devastated when they said that she had a child. Did she found someone? Hindi na ba niya ako mahal? Sabagay, its been five years sino ba naman ako diba? I was the one who pushed her away.