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All In The Past 🌺 Analogical

    (PRE AA BUT HUMAN UNIVERSE)

TW: Yelling, Angst, Crying, Name Calling, Curse Word In Author's Note At End

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A/N:  This was written before I started stylizing things and when I used to  manually indent so it looks very messy and has really weird transitions  but the concept is... interesting? I only edited the spelling because I- I don't even know how to make this more cohesive? Enjoy I guess.

Logan out here being high-key toxic-

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     Virgil  trembles as Logan yelled at him, Patton looking helplessly on the side,  Roman standing behind Logan tensely. Patton had a look of pure horror  on his face. Roman, who had previously been playfully teasing with  Virgil before Logan got fed up with their passive bickering, was now  looking at Logan with a begging expression.

    "All you do is  cause trouble! You're always fighting with everyone!" Logan yelled.  Virgil kept his head down. Patton took a few steps towards Logan.

     "Logan come on, you've said enough." Patton sighed, putting a hand on  Logan's shoulder. Logan pushed his hand off and pointed an accusatory  hand to Virgil.

    "No! Virgil can't seem to get it through his  figuratively thick skull that his actions are ridiculous and absolutely  childish!"

    "Logan-"

    "They're just a burden! If Virgil could just not be so useless-!"

    "LOGAN!" Patton yelled, silencing the room. "Just look at him!"

     Everyone looked at Virgil who was trying very hard to look as small  as possible. His shoulders were shaking so much and he was breathing  erratically.

    "Virgil, kiddo?" Patton asked, stepping to  Virgil. Virgil flinched back and backed away from Patton. He wiped his  eyes and shook his head.

    "It's fine, I'm fine."  Virgil  stuttered out with a shaking breath. "It's okay, I get it." He was  breathing heavy, trying to swallow an oncoming panic attack. Logan  finally came to his senses and looked at Virgil with horrified guilt.

     "Virgil, can you look at us please?" Patton asked, reaching a hand  out to Virgil. Virgil shook his head and wiped away more tears. He  looked like he wanted the floor to swallow him. Patton slowly, almost  like calming a wild animal, walked to Virgil and put a hand out slowly.

     "Can I touch you?" Patton asked again, putting a hand under Virgil's  head, but not touching him quite yet. He wanted Virgil to see that he  was there, Virgil opened his mouth to speak, breath hot and panicked  against Patton's palm.

    "I'm fine." His echoing voice betraying  him, meaning anything but that he was saying. He swung a hand against  his mouth, shame filling him upon the arrival of his voice. Water  dripped onto Patton's hand as his quiet sobs wracked his body. Virgil  nodded but put his other hand onto Patton's forearm to stop him. "Can  they leave? I don't want them seeing me like this." Virgil begged.  Patton nodded and lightly pushed Virgil behind him, turning around as he  did so.

    "Out." A simple word that stabbed Logan through the  heart . His usually emotionless expression was knitted with pitiful  despair.

    "Virgil, Patton, I-" Logan tried.

    "Out!" Patton yelled, he locked eyes with Roman, "You too."

     Roman nodded and turned around, grabbing Logan's arm and tugging him  out of the room with him. Patton watched them until they left, then  turned around to help Virgil. It was a sad end to the night.

     Virgil later went to his room and cried himself to sleep, an action he  vowed he would never share. He was ashamed. So, instead of leaving his  room like normal, he locked himself away. That is, until the others (and  Thomas) came to help him.

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     "Good  morning Virgil. Would you like some coffee?" Logan offered, gesturing to  the coffee maker on the counter. Virgil nodded gratefully and took a  mug from a cabinet. Roman was still sleeping and Patton had left for his  job at the vet office a half-hour ago. He started pouring the coffee  that Logan had brewed and tiredly spaced out.

     Logan looked at  Virgil's features and wondered how he snagged such an adorable  boyfriend; but Patton would always win on cuteness, Roman on 'hot-ness'.  Logan's love-struck features slowly fell as he thought back to all  those years ago before they truly accepted Virgil.

     "What's  wrong Lo?" Virgil asked, "You look a little out of it." Logan smiled and  put his hand against Virgil's cheek, pushing his bangs out of his face.

      "I'm fine, love. Just thinking about the past." Logan responded,  cradling Virgil's head in his hands. Virgil thought for a second then  frowned.

     "Lo, don't tell me you're thinking about that  again." Virgil whined. Logan chuckled and nodded sadly before kissing  Virgil on the forehead.

     "I was, but don't worry love, I know  it's all in the past." Logan hummed. Virgil smiled and stood on his  tip-toes to give Logan a kiss, which Logan happily excepted.

     "I love you." Virgil kissed onto Logan's lips. Logan smiled.

      "I love you too." They stood in the kitchen looking into each  other's eyes lovingly. An alarm and a loud groan from a few rooms away  interrupted their heartfelt moment, instead spawning tired giggles.

      "I guess Roman's up," Logan laughed. Virgil kissed Logan on the nose  one last time then they separated to get ready for the day.

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What even was the writing in this? It was a whole ass block before I edited it.