TW: Heavily Implied Suicide/Self Harm, Blood Mention, Weed, Alcohol, Character Death, Other Possible Triggers
I legit had this vision ingrained in my head for like a week and I just had to drabble what I imagined. Yes I know it's fucked up but this stuff just pops in and this is how I deal with intrusive thoughts so yeah.
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Remus chuckled wetly, laying on the cushioned bench with a blunt in-between his lips. Janus turned his head and raised an eyebrow before turning around all the way.
"You want to know what sucks about this?" Remus said, pulling the blunt away and letting out a puff of smoke.
"Do fill me in," Janus took a swig of his beer.
"No one knows that I'm the one who found him," Remus sniffled slightly before coughing, "I found him in the bathroom. All sprawled out in the tub, blood on his wrists and... Fucking just- everywhere. Shit looked like a horror movie scene."
Janus had paused mid-drink, eyes widening as he slowly took the bottle away from his mouth.
"And you didn't tell anyone, why?" Janus asked cautiously. Remus shrugged and took another hit, water building up in his eyes.
"I didn't want Patton to fuss or Roman yell- or Logan to look too deep into it." Remus let a few tears fall. "Virgil just- I came in to check on him after what happened at the bar a few days before, I brought take out to share with him. I was so excited to see him.
"But I just- I opened the bathroom door when looking for him and just- there he was. Our Virgil, just... gone," Remus sat up and dropped the blunt in an ashtray before putting his head in his hands, suppressing the sobs that were building up in his chest. "I've always been fucked up- you know that- but... God damn that just- fuck Jan I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I close my eyes to sleep and all I see is him."
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I told you it was bad-
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