tw: blood, self harm (kinda, it's a bite so it still counts), depersonalization episode
cw: cursing
surprise, i'm not dead! happy new years to you guys, i hope you guys had a good start to the year. unfortunately at the moment i don't have fluff for you or anything long, but i'll check if i have anything good stocked up in my doc. if you have any questions for me while i'm here- and i mean any questions, i'm happy to answer anything- feel free to ask! have a great day/afternoon/night and enjoy!
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Remus stared blankly at the wall across from him, thinking about nothing and getting lost in his own little world. His fingers shook gently and his head twitched slightly to the side before setting quickly. Wait hands. Hands. Remus' brain wracked to try to feel his hands.
Why couldn't he feel his hands? They were right there. He rubbed his palms across his face, eyes widening just the smallest amount. He couldn't feel his hands. Why couldn't he? How to feel? Feel feel feel. Bite? Bite hands? Bitebitebite-
"FUCK!" Remus pulled his hand away from his mouth, looking at the bite mark he had left, small beads of blood trickling out of the broken skin. A small pulsing feeling, waves of warm discomfort fluttered around his hand. Remus sighed and put his mouth on the injury, licking up the blood absentmindedly.
At least he could feel his hand.
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idk i wrote it because i do this and i think Remus would too. i didn't know it was a depersonalization thing though. also oh fuck i have my next semester next week whyyy
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