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013. UNMISS YOU how can i stop missing you? 🕸✨🌫🖤
AMY TOSSED AND turned in her cold, empty bed. It had been a month since she and Jake broke it off. They decided they were better of as friends but their relationship will never go back to what it was before they started dating. All their interactions after that have been short and awkward now and she hated it. She missed him. So much.
And it was weird since they both agreed that they were better off separately. It's been a month but she couldn't get over it. She doesn't know if she can.
She missed him more than ever now.
His side of the bed always felt cold for a month. She couldn't wake up in his strong arms anymore. She couldn't laugh and joke freely with him. She couldn't snuggle up to him anymore.
A stray tear abandoned her eyes. She has never felt so lonely.
She rolled over to check the time on her alarm clock. It was half an hour to 6 am. She decided to wake up since she couldn't go back to sleep.
She sat on her bed as she put on her warm, fuzzy slippers and walked over to the bathroom to wash her face with cold, running water.
She looked at herself in the mirror. She looked horrible. Her hair was a mess and she had dark ringlets under her used to be bright eyes. Her skin was a tad bit paler and her lips were chapped.
She sighed as she ran her hand through her hair, attempting to tame it. She gave up soon and decided to just tie it into a messy ponytail. She stayed in her pyjamas, not in the mood to change. It was the weekend anyways.
She then grabbed her phone before making her way to the kitchen to whip up something to eat. She decided to play some songs on her phone to help cheer herself up as she cooked.
She logged onto spotify and pressed shuffle play on a random playlist as she set her phone down and started taking out the pots and pans.
You might wonder how Amy Santiago, the worst cook ever, finally learn how to cook a proper, edible meal. When Jake and her were dating, he would teach her how to make the simplest of foods. Although he did prefer takeout, he still had to cook some meals alone when he was young because his mom was at work while his dad was out (in his words not hers) boinking.
One of the first ever dish he taught her how to properly make was bacon and eggs, the meal she decided to make. She sighed as she remembered the memory vividly.
She cracked two eggs and started to cook, twirling and dancing to the music. She stopped however when the song ended and changed into something more acoustic.
Leaving the lights on if you wanna drop by Even my phone's on if you feel like calling me later tonight Keeping the bed warm at two Though it's wrong to hold on
What a pathetic coincidence, she thought. A song that matches her feelings.
I try to come up with a hundred reasons not to Leading you back to my heart just by thinking of you But you keep coming over Though deep down you know that you're wrong to hold on
Amy sighed as she flipped her eggs. She knew it was wrong. She just doesn't know how to let go.
I wish I could unmiss you Reverse the time so I could unmeet you It would've made it so much easier, easier If I could unmiss you when I miss you And you could unmiss me too
Amy thought about it. It definitely would've made her life so much easier if she hadn't meet Jake. But would it be as interesting and lively?
I only say good things in front of our friends I don't want to talk shit Cause what if we wanted to try us again
If someone were to ask her if she could try them again, she definitely would say yes with no hesitation. She just wanted to be with him one last time, even if it's only for a minute.
Telling them nothing bout you cause it's wrong And I should be strong, goodbye now, I I try to come up with a hundred of reasons not to Leading you back to my heart just by thinking bout you But you keep coming over Though deep down you know that you're wrong to hold on
She wished she could confide in someone. Talk to someone about her and Jake. But she couldn't. No one would understand, she thought about it as she took the cooked eggs of her plate and started to cook the bacon.
I wish I could unmiss you Reverse the time so I could unmeet you It would've made it so much easier, easier If I could unmiss you when I miss you And you could unmiss me too
I wish you could undo All of the things that made me fall for you It would've made it so much easier, easier If I could unmiss you when I miss you And you could unmiss me too
There were so many things she just wanted to forget. Too bad life doesn't have an undo button.
Wish I could undo you Wish I never met you That we never met And I could just forget
She just wanted to forget. Was that too much to ask?
Wish I could unmiss you Reverse the time so I could unmeet you It would've made it so much easier, easier If I could unmiss you when I miss you
And you could unmiss me too I wish you could undo All of the things that made me fall for you It would've made it so much easier, easier If I could unmiss you when I miss you And you could unmiss me too
She took a deep breath as before moving her already ready bacon on her plate. She placed the pan in the sink and took her plate to the couch where she was already snuggled up with the TTV on and began eating in silence with only the sound of the television to keep her from going mad.
