It's you

Chapter 13

The bottle landed on Freddie. This meant that we had to hug. Yay, fun. I should really stop using sarcasm.

"Natalieeeeeeeee!" Freddie shouted as he opened his arms.
"Freddieeeeeeee!" I shouted back as leaped into his arms. We're so childish.
"Awww children love!" I hear Ellie shout as we hugged.

After about 20 minutes everyone has had each other once so whoevers turn it is to spin the bottle now they would have to kiss on the cheek. Oh God. I was hoping I didn't get Alfie but I was hoping Alfie got me. If Alfie got Ellie I know how happy he would be and it would just shatter me. I know I should be happy for him but I just can't. Alfie spun the bottle and it landed on Mason. Phew.

"Come here Alfie I love you!" Mason shouted as Alfie walked over. It was a bromance I tell you.
"I got a new rule ermm how about we don't play this game?" Alfie suggested. Coming to think of it, I didn't want to play the game either.
"I can't be bothered to play it anyways" I stated.
"What shall we do the because games are our only hope of fun right now..." Freddie pointed out.
"Hmm I can't be bothered to play dares so how about we just do truths?" I phrased it like a question. Maybe I can get some stuff outta this.
"Good plan okay il ask Alfie first!" Megan shouted as she made eye contact with me.
"What evil question do you have for me now?" He asked Megan.
"If you had to go out with one of the girls here who would you choose?" Megan asked.
"Ermm I don't know um um um Ellie?" Alfie sweated. I felt a tear in my eye.
"Oh okay..." Megan said looking at me which made me want to cry even more.
"You guys I need to pee il be right back!" I ran out of the tent into the toilet.

Tears were flowing from my eyes. I knew he liked Ellie I just knew it. Idiot. Now I have to share a tent with him for the whole trip. This is a diary moment. Actually no it's to far. I sat on the toilet seat with my head in both hands. I thought of all the times we've hugged and I could feel more tears filling up in my eyes. I checked to see if I had my phone and my ear phones and it appeared that I did. Selecting AY playlist, I sat and listened. My heart broke into a million pieces. Crap someone just knocked at the door.

"Umm, who is it?" I asked trying to sound happy.
"It's Megan and by the way you've been in there for 20 minutes..." She whispered.
"I don't wanna come out." I whispered back.
"Listen, go for a walk with me." She said.
"I don't wanna move I just wanna sleep I wanna forget about this all." I sighed.
"Aww don't be like that listen there's always hope, he could like y-" I cut her off.
"No he doesn't like me he likes Ellie and I guess I'm happy for him it's not my life it's his I guess..." I whispered breaking at every word.
"Look just walk with me and you can cry all you want" she whispered through the little slit in the door.
"Fine" I said as i wiped my eyes and opened the door.

She offered me a hug and I took it. We started to walk towards the forest so I could get away from camp for a while. Megan helps me with everyone and never fails to make me smile, maybe I should just forget about Alfie and help Megan more.i told her that I actually can't be bothered for a walk now so we should just go back. And that's what we did. I wiped away my tears and walked over to the tent, Megan checking if I still looked normal. All clear. We walked in and I sat next to Megan.

"Hey you was ages!" Alfie shouted.
"Yeah we went for a walk." I said, not showing any emotion.
"Yo Mason what's the time?" Freddie shouted across to Mason.
"It's 8:26pm." Freddie responded.
"Kay well what do we do now?" Ellie asked, I wasn't even bored just broke.
"SCARY STORIES!" Megan screamed, she knows how much I get scared but laugh at them.
"Okay who has a really scary story then?" Freddie asked.
"I do..." Mason whispered.
"Start" I said.
"Okay so one very strange day a group of kids decided to go camping. One of them was always scared of camping trips just incase... THE BIGFOOT KILLED THEM IN THEIR SLEEP. You guys don't look scared but just wait. Don't tell you I didn't warn you. I heard at around this time, this date every year, Bigfoot returns and one kid goes missing. He attacks when kids are telling scary sto-"
"ROOOOOAAAAAARRRRR" The tent was shaking and a beast was roaring.

I clenched onto Alfie and let go. Instead of clenching to him I grabbed Megan. We both looked terrified. I realised that Mason did not seem scared by it so I assume it was a prank. The tent unzipped and Freddie walked in. He was the monster, seriously? I walked up to him and hit him on the arm. Everyone was laughing but annoyed at the same time, but mostly laughing. I mean, I didn't even see him walk out.

"OH MY GOD DONT DO THAT I ALMOST POOED MYSELF!" Megan shouted.
"Oh my God Megan" I laughed really hard.
"I almost died!" Ellie screamed.
"You love me guys!" He shouted in our faces before laying on us, like he wanted to crowd surf.

We spent 2 hours telling many scary stories and to be fair, I was actually starting to get scared. It's getting late and I don't want to sleep. Maybe there's monsters out there. Nonsense. No such thing as monsters. I don't know what I prefer watch Alfie and Ellie go out or getting attacked by Bigfoot. Urghh, well I gotta share a tent with one of them monsters, so I guess it can't be that bad. Il just sleep straight away. I stepped into the tent with Alfie behind me and I fell onto my face. It didn't hurt much so I rolled to my side of the tent and wrapped myself up and faced the other way. I shut my eyes, not saying a word to Alfie. I can't believe he would do this to me.

"Natalie?" I pretended to be asleep.
"Natalie?" He repeated.
"Whatever I did I'm sorry." He said as he laid down and faced the opposite way.
"You didn't do anything." I lied.
"Then why are you mad at me." He sighed, and turned to face me.
"I'm not mad." I lied again.
"Promise? Promise your not mad, if you are tell me now." He whispered.
"I am not mad." I lied three times. I turned away and I felt a tear in my eye.He wrapped his arm around me.
"You know if you are ever upset or anything you can talk to me." He whispered into my ear.
"And you can talk to me if your upset." I said, why do I always give in.

I turned back round to face him, and buried my face into his shoulder. He got all of my hair and put it behind my shoulders. I remembered why I loved him, it's because he always cares about me and does everything to make me feel better. Maybe, I should just be happy for him. I can't make him love me after all.

Alfie's P.O.V
Why is she mad at me. She says she's not but I know she is. What did I do? Should I ask Megan she will probably know. I hate seeing her sad.