It's you

Chapter 10

"Alfie?" His eyes are closed.
"Alfie Alfie Alfie" i repeated.
"Ow my head hurts I need to sleep come wake me up in abit" he replied, I let out a sigh of relief.
"I thought you were unconscious or something" I said.
"Nah just let me rest" He whispered.
"Il stay here with you" I offered.

His eyes closed and he fell back to sleep. It was only Mason and Freddie who had to goto the shower next. Sometimes I think to myself that Freddie is secretly a girl, he takes ages to get ready! I laid myself down my Alfie's side.

"I love you Alfie." I whispered and turned to face the other way.

I got my phone and made a playlist for songs that remind me of Alfie and I called the playlist AY songs'. Hmm, I knew that Ed Sheeran, thinking out loud, would be at the top. Taylor Swift 'Love Story', Melissa Steel 'Kisses For Breakfast'. They were the top three, I can even list the amount of songs i out in the playlist.

A little thing none of the others knew about me was that I hid a diary into my bag so I can write down my thoughts and feelings. Now was the exact time I needed to do that. I grabbed the only pen I brought and I flicked to the next blank page and started to write:

Some people say it's a mistake falling for your bestfriend. I guess I was one of the people who made the mistake. I don't think it's a mistake. I've loved him forever and if I wasn't meant to love him, then why would I have held onto him all of these years? At the moment, he is asleep right next to me, all I want to do is just lay down with him and forget the world. It's me and him against everything, and it always has been. But sometimes, things get hard. Just knowing that he doesn't like me back shatters my heart into a million pieces. I just feel like going on a walk and not coming back for hours.Ever since I've been here, in the camp, I've realised how much he means to me. I can't live without him.

I shut the diary and put it to the bottom of my bag. As I laid back down to my original position, I heard Alfie yawn. I pretended to be asleep, I just really want to hear what he does after a nap. The blanket rubbed together as he sat up.

"She's asleep? Lazy ass." He said as he laid back down.
"Just a few more minutes..." He whispered to himself.

Why was he laying back down? Then, I don't even know why but he wrapped him arm around me. Assuming he was asleep, i opened my eyes and turned around. We were staring at each other in the face. None of us moved until 2 minutes later when he sat up.

"Oh my gosh we fell asleep hugging!" He lied.
"Yeah it's not like you wrapped your arm around me or anything!" I laughed.
"That would be weird..." He rubbed the back of his neck.

I got up and walked out of the tent I wanted to warm up near the fire and brush my hair. Because I'm so stupid, I forgot my brush.

"ALFIE CHUCK OUT MY BRUSH PLEASE!" I shouted from outside the tent.
He threw out the brush and then I brushed my hair, taking my time with every step.

(Alfie's P.O.V)
I went through her bag and found her brush, I threw the brush out. I came across a book, this was so weird i didn't know she reads I'm going to get it out of her bag and torment her about the title of the book. She will be so embarrassed, I'm such a good best friend. However, this weren't just any book, it was her diary. I really shouldn't... But I did. I made a deal to myself that I will only read one passage. So, I flicked towards the most recent because it won't be too bad. I scanned the pages and s few sentences.

'Just knowing that he doesn't like my back shatters my heart into a million pieces.'

Ooo, whose this boy? He doesn't deserve her! If he makes her feel like that he must mean a lot to her. Aww poor thing, it breaks my heart to see her sad.

'Ever since I've been here, in the camp, ive realised how much he means to me. I can't live without him.'

Oh my gosh, she loves Mason or Freddie... Hmm I gotta see who it is. I need to change her point of view and fast.

Natalie's P.O.V

My hair was finally perfect, well ,sort of. I went back into the tent to put my brush back. Alfie's face looked long.

"What's wrong? You look really sad and that's not normal for you" I said with a tear in my eye, I hated seeing him sad.
"Nothing's wrong! Just promise me one thing" He whispered.
"What?" I whispered back.
"If you need someone I'm here. I don't care if it's late at night or early in the morning, I'm here okay?" He asked.
"Promise. But why do you think I'm sad?" I questioned.
"I'm just saying if you need me I'm here. We'd better get going we have another task or activity thingamajigies." He ended the conversation.

We rounded up the others and were on our way for the next activity. I wonder what's got into Alfie all of a sudden.