Honesty

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"Six thirty in the morning now I know you hate me" I walked across the road to Zendaya handing her my bag to put in the car she was getting in.

"No I don't and you're not riding with me" I stepped back over exaggerating how taken back I was causing her to laugh "I'm going with Angelina, Brad and Nate cause she wants to spend more time with me".

So that means.

"You're going with my mom" oh god.

I felt an arm wrap around my shoulders and saw that it was Ariana with a huge smile on her face "can't wait to ride you there" I knew what she meant.

"Don't you mean drive" Zendaya furrowed her eyebrows and Ariana waved her hand before taking my bag and bringing it to the jeep we're going in.

"Same thing Ze".

I sighed watching Nate, Angelina, her soon to be husband and Zendaya get into their car.

"You coming" Ariana smirked at me from drivers seat.

This is going to be a long ride.


"How about we play a game" Ariana said when I yawned waking up from my nap.

"What kind of game" she licked her lips wetting them.

"A game of questions" I scoffed.

"So a conversation" she shook her head.

"No because we have to answer honestly" she still had her focus on the road "I'll go first" she thought for a moment "did you sleep with Tokio".

I chuckled "I don't think I should disclose that kind of information" she then laughed.

"Come on Y/n you can trust me" she bit her lip.

"Okay yes I did" I noticed her grip slightly tighten on the steering wheel.

What's up with her and Tokio not wanting me to get more money.

"Okay my turn" I didn't really know what to ask "are you still not over Angelina" I knew that question took her by surprise "don't forget honesty" I playfully reminded her.

"Okay if we're being honest, I wasn't over her until a few weeks ago" I scrunched my face up "why and how" Ariana laughed.

"It's not your turn" she tutted "do you think you're going to get into a relationship with Camila".

I sighed "I'm not sure" I paused thinking "I want to but everything right now is just so messy" I scratched that back of my neck.

"Let it out Y/n" I guess we're forgetting about the game now.

"It's just a feel stuck, Camila is the perfect choice but then I have Stardust and Tokio but in a way I need them" she hummed knowing that Stardust is her.

"Why is that"  she said making me scoff.

"I need the money but now Tokio knows about Stardust and she wants me to stop seeing Stardust" that made Ariana cut me off.

"You shouldn't let Tokio stop you from getting more money" she defended for herself.

"But the thing is Tokio said she'd give me more money if I dropped Stardust" she interjected again.

"Stardust can give you more money too" she seemed to be on edge.

"But no matter who I pick if I get with Camila it's still going to hurt her in a way but Zendaya told me I shouldn't because it's strictly business" Ariana nodded agreeing with her daughter "so I have two options, drop Stardust and pick Tokio and get with Camila or I could just not get with Camila to save me from my guilty conscience also picking Tokio over Stardust is once again saving me from my guilty conscious".

"What about Stardust shouldn't she get a say in this" she raised her voice getting defensive.

"Zendaya said I should pick Tokio over Stardust" I saw Ariana look at me from the corner of my eye.

"Why she doesn't know either Tokio or Stardust" she was getting very agitated at this point.

"Because she thinks I'm starting to catch feelings for Stardust" I nearly whispered as we came to a stop light and Ariana just looked at me.

"Say if Stardust has feelings for you too" we sat there staring at each other until the light went green and Ariana broke our eye contact.

I sighed and sat back in my seat mentally preparing myself for this weekend ahead of me.


"This place is so cool" I heard Nate say as Ariana and I finally reached the place we're going to spend our weekend.

"Bout time you two arrive" my best friend came up and hugged me and looked at me weirdly because of my silence "Mom did you break Y/n again" she laughed and I faked a laugh.

"I'm just tired" I rubbed my eyes.

"Okay everyone" Brad clapped his hands together. If I'm being honest Brad could get it. "We're just going to set up our tents then I'm going to make you the best dinner you've ever tasted" Angelina laughed at what he said and I looked over at Ariana to see her roll her eyes.

Zendaya came up and handed me my tent "you're with my mom".

"Wait what" I whispered to her "why I sleep with you" she chuckled.

"And let my mom sleep with Nate that's weird Y/n" she walked away from me and I awkwardly walked over to Ariana.

"Guess we're sleeping together" I motioned to the tent in my hands.

She giggled "well it's not like we haven't before" she whispered when she was grabbing it out of my hands.


"That dinner was delicious" Nate said as he and Zendaya were walking over to their tent.

"I do try" Brad laughed.

I was still sitting at the fire alone until Ariana joined me "I feel sick after that" I said making Ariana laugh.

"Me too, I'm not a big fan of fast food but god would I love some right now" I chucked.

"Did you not eat any of his poison" she looked at me before laughing.

"God no I threw that thing in the bushes when no one was looking, I swear I saw something move on my plate" we both laughed until it died down and we were stuck looking at each other.

"Why don't we go to bed" she gently grabbed my hand that was sitting in the log "I tried my best to put it as far away from the others" a confused look came upon my face.

"Why" she bit her lip and made me stand up.

"So they won't hear us" she said before getting into the tent.

I stood there for a moment before getting in. I shouldn't go in there. I know what's going to happen.

"You not coming in" I heard Ariana say when she obviously noticed I was taking to long to join her.

I looked over at the tent my best friend and her boyfriend were sleeping in.

"I'm sorry Ze" I whispered before getting into my tent.

Hope you enjoyed and sorry for any mistakes.
On another note if you can of course keep signing petitions and educating yourself because we are just one step closer to actually putting a stop to police brutality, we still have a long way to go.

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