A little note before you read;
I was wondering and slightly hoping if some of you would help me out with something. I really need to start getting my savings up in a quicker way (I don't mean to be very personal sorry) but what I was thinking if anyone wanted to message me on this (or if you don't really believe me you could message me on this and I'll give you my Instagram or anything I don't really care) and if you wanted me to do a full story for you for the smallest price you could as for (like even one dollar, euro whatever your currency is) and you could give me the whole kind of idea you want with it, of course we can message back and forth about length, drama and stuff like that. Also if you don't even want it to be a story involving Ariana I really don't mind. Another thing I could do if anyone wanted I could get any of the stories that I already have up and get them on a sort of book and send it out to you( that would cost like five dollars, euro etc.) and of course if no one is interested I don't mind either it was just a fleeting thought I had and as well I thought it would've been a great way as like my final piece to you since I'm not going to be on this app much longer.
I hope you enjoy this chapter.
"Hello, Earth to Y/n" I felt a slap on my shoulder taking me out of my thoughts.
"You good" Madison asked.
I sighed "I'm just very stressed" I gave a tight lipped smile.
Worry came across her face "I've noticed how sort of distant you've been lately" she furrowed her eyebrows "you want to talk about it" she asked genuinely "you know you can trust me" she reassured me.
I knew I could trust Madison, I knew her the same length of time as I knew Zendaya if not longer even. Everything has just been playing on my mind since I don't have anyone to get advice from because I would usually go to Zendaya but with this situation clearly going to her is not an option.
"I really want to tell you" I looked at her only to the drop my gaze down to the ground "but I don't think I can" I said frustrated with myself for letting everything get out of hand.
"Y/n" Madison put her hand on my shoulder "if it's making you feel this bad you should tell someone, if not me then Zendaya" and that's when I groaned.
"But I cannot tell Zendaya" I rubbed my head "if I tell you this, I am basically putting my life in your hands Mads" I looked at her showing how serious I was.
"Y/n you have told me so much things in the past and have I even spoke a single word about any of them" she asked me and I shook my head slightly "see, you can trust me".
I exhaled "I'm sleeping with Zendaya's mom" I said quickly. I looked up at Madison and she blinked a long blink.
"Wait" she done it again "what".
I put my hands to my face "I'm sleeping with Zendaya's mom" I took them away from my face "you don't need to tell me I'm the worst person in the world because I already know" I finished.
"That's a tricky one" she took a deep breath "I'll need to know how this all happened".
"Zendaya signed me up to the website that basically older women arranged to meet up with me for money".
"A sugar baby website" Madison cut me off.
"Yes" I nodded " a sugar baby website "it's for college" she nodded then understanding "it was going very smoothly until I was in a hotel room naked and in walked her mom" I concluded.
She now rubbed her face "Zendaya can never find out about this" I agreed with her.
"Never" I shook my head "but the reason why I'm so stressed is, she wants me to break up with Camila by saying she'd pay for everything for college" her eyes bulged out of their sockets.
"Are you serious" I sadly nodded.
"I need your help" I said desperately.
"Well" she cleared her throat "you can look at it like this; Camila is just any normal teen relationship okay" she looked at me and saw that I was listening carefully "but Zendaya's mom is helping you get your future Y/n" she shrugged her shoulders "I mean we can all be a little selfish to get a better future for ourselves".
I sighed "you're right".
"She's going to catch him" Zendaya said about the movie that was coming up to a jump scare.
I held the pillow close to my chest "no way, she's not".
"Listen to the music you can already tell" she mirrored my exact actions and then it happened making both of us jump.
"That's it" I reached for the remote and turned it off "I can't deal" she laughed as I said that.
We sat there for a moment and I knew what I had to do "Ze" I said gaining her attention.
"Yeah" she was on her phone until she looked at my serious state "what's wrong" she locked it.
"You're going to kill me when I say this but" I took a deep breath.
I can't believe I'm doing this.
"I want to break up with Camila" I sighed and her face dropped.
"Are you serious" she sat up "I mean why now" she became confused.
"I think I was just so in love with the idea of her but, when I got with her it wasn't what I was expecting at all. We just don't click" I looked at her and could tell that she bought it.
"When are you going to tell her" she asked.
I rubbed the back of my neck "as soon as I can" I shrugged my shoulders.
"Well" she rubbed my back "I'll be here with the ice cream Y/n/n" I laughed.
As I was leaving Zendaya's house Ariana pulled up in the driveway. I waited for her to get out of her car.
"Hey" she awkwardly said as I walked up to her but, what she didn't expect was for me to pull her into a deep and long kiss.
I pulled away still in her arms.
"I pick you".
