The school bell rang loudly, making the most of us begin to walk towards our classes. I closed my locker door and looked across from me to see Camila at her locker.
Now is the time. I thought.
I was mid walking up to Camila when I got pulled away.
"What the fuck Zendaya" I said still in shock.
"I should be the one saying that to you, you do know you're crazy if you break up with her" she spat.
"Really" I let out a breath of air "how is that".
"Cause you don't want to Y/n, it's Camila. Have you lost your mind or something" she furrowed her eyebrows "what has gotten into you".
"Nothing has gotten into me Ze and I wish you could respect my decision making right now" I said frustrated.
"Admit it" she said angry.
My heart dropped into my chest "admit what exactly".
"That you are still fucking Stardust" she poked my chest.
"Zendaya you're crazy" I scoffed.
"How am I crazy, I'm right Y/n. The sooner you realise that. The better" she then walked away from me.
"Did you do it" Ariana said just before she kissed me again.
I giggled "do what exactly" she moved away from me, to look at me.
"Break up with Camila dummie" she poked my shoulder. Reminding me of Zendaya.
"No, I didn't" an angered look came on her face.
"Y/n" she sighed "are you serious, I'm tired of feeling like nothing to you".
"You're not Ariana" I grabbed her hand.
"Then why haven't you even dropped Tokio yet and why haven't you left Camila, Y/n" she looked away from me.
"Look if you just give me more time to do things properly" she was quick to speak over me.
"Do things properly" she done a bitter laugh "how hard can it be Y/n, you make it seem as if you're taking a quiz. It's a simple 'we're over'".
"Well it would be a lot easier without Zendaya jumping down my throat" Zendaya's mother's face drop at that information.
"What do you mean" she asked.
"I was going to break up with Camila today, until I was physically pulled away from doing it and whenever I say about breaking it off with Tokio, I get a game of a million questions. She also knows I'm still fucking Stardust by the way" I finished my rant.
"How" she seemed tense.
"She told me, she said she knew that I was" after that there was just silence between us.
Ariana sighed and rubbed her face with both of her hands, showing how stressed she was. "I just wish we didn't have to be so secretive" she laid she head on my shoulder "I want to show the world that I'm with you".
I rubbed her head "I promise that I'll leave both Tokio and Camila"
She rubbed her head against my shoulder "thank you".
I was getting ready for bed when I received a text message.
Tokio: you've been awfully quiet lately.
I need to at least get rid of her.
Hailey: I can't do this anymore.
Tokio: why is that.
I had to think of a believable lie for her.
Hailey: I'm failing in school, I'm not even allowed to leave my house at this stage.
Tokio: well when you can, you know where to find me.
I locked my phone after looking at that message. That ended right. It doesn't seem like she got what I was saying. At least that's over.
"Have you done it yet" Madison came up to me before I even entered the school.
"Not yet, I went to do it yesterday but Zendaya pulled me away" that made her furrow her eyebrows.
"Why" this really felt like a repeat of the conversation I had with Ariana yesterday.
"She just told me that I actually don't want to do this and stuff but, I at least got rid of Tokio" I laughed as did Madison.
She patted my back "one down, the big one to go".
"Thank you for that, it really made me more nervous that I was before".
"Hey Camila" I pulled her a little by her forearm just before the gym class started "can we talk for a second".
"Thank god, I have so much to tell you since I haven't been with you in like a year" she joked kissing me.
This is going to be hard.
We went over to the benches "well" I rubbed my eye a little due to my nerves "how are you feeling about this relationship" I asked her.
She sighed "my honest opinion" I nodded. "I really think it's terrible".
That made me sigh in relief "I couldn't agree more with you" she laughed.
"That doesn't mean that we can't still hangout with each other though" she put her hand on my leg. Letting me know what kind of 'hangout' she meant "that part was the best part" I laughed.
"You're hilarious" we both caught each other eyes "can I be honest with you".
"You can always be honest with me Y/n" she said softly.
"I think before I even got with you, I was in love with you and maybe because, I waited so long to try to get with you that this failed" I said sadly.
She gave me a small smile "don't worry, we can always try again some other time, how about a kiss goodbye" she looked deeply into my eyes.
I leaned in to connect our lips together, after all this time, all the nights I stayed up thinking about her, dreaming about her, obsessing about her. It has now ended.
"See you around Y/n/n".
When Ariana pulled up, I was quick to jump into the car and on her "I done it" I kissed her all over her face.
"Done what" she said confused, I sat up and just looked at her. Letting her realise herself.
"You did" she said happily before pulling me into a hug.
We shared a long deep kiss, until she pulled away, rubbing my cheek.
"Y/n" she said not breaking our eye contact once.
"Yes".
Out of nowhere my phone started to ring. I instantly declined it without sparing a glance at who was calling me.
"Go on" I chuckled, as did she.
"I'm so madly in love with you".
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