Alcohol oh sweet alcohol, what best and terrible friend you are.
"Woah Y/n/n careful there" Justin said as I bumped into him on my way to the bathroom. I didn't say anything, I just kept walking.
Truth be told I'm feeling miserable without being around the mother of my best friend and instead being around the girl who I used to practically drool over whenever I saw her.
Why whenever things fall into place my emotions are just now with it.
I saw Zendaya with two drinks in her hands and decided to take the spare one. She laughed and said "having a good time" I took a sip.
"It's your party how would I not be having a good time" we clinked our drinks and the last thing Zendaya said before I walked away was.
"That's my girl" I honestly don't know how she got around to having this party, I've been distancing myself mainly from being in her home and due to that there has been a strain on mine and Zendaya's friendship.
When I finally made it to the bathroom I looked in the mirror and gave myself a little smile. My life may not be where I want it to be but I might as well smile through it.
I heard knocking on the door and opened it to see my best friend again.
"My mom is after coming back early" she looked so scared "I'm screwed" that was when I heard the music cut off and the voice of Ariana telling everyone to get out.
"I'm way too drunk to talk to her" Zendaya rubbed her head "you have to".
"Ze" I paused "look at me" I pointed to myself "I'm fucked".
She laughed and so did I "she won't go crazy at you though" she then put her finger to her lips "how is everyone gone so quick".
Out of fear she locked the bathroom door "I think this is the night I die" she said trying to not laugh since she's intoxicated.
"Zendaya" we heard Ariana call out for her.
"Go" Zendaya unlocked the door "distract her so I can run to my room and pretend I'm asleep" she then pushed me out of the bathroom and I hear her lock it again.
"Fuck" I whispered to myself as I tried to steadily walk down the stairs.
"Zendaya come down here now" she was in the kitchen.
I slowly opened the door to see the reason as to why I am unhappy with her back to me.
"Hey Miss Grande" I said making her turn around to me.
"Where's Zendaya" she asked sternly, I hated that it turned me on.
"Oh she's just, you know" I laughed.
"Are you drunk" she asked but she was holding back a laugh at home calm I was being since I'm usually all stiff and shy around her.
"No I literally don't drink" I went to lean on the counter and I accidentally pushed a glass off making it smash against the ground.
"Okay okay calm down miss sober" she came up to me and held me up against her body.
We both caught eyes and I so desperately wanted to kiss her.
She brought her hand up to cup the side of my face and I closed my eyes loving the feeling of her in contact with me again.
We both started to lean in, our mouths so close to each other "shouldn't of picked Tokio" she said and pulled back with an annoying smirk on her face that really irritated me.
"I'm just drunk" I justified my actions. She leaned against the sink and crossed her arms.
"You told me you had feelings for me" in that moment I just wanted to kill the little cocky attitude she had going on.
So I walked up to her and said "I don't know if your brain is scrambled from like all the wine you drink but I never said that, what we had was simply just business" that coming from my mouth wiped the smile that she had on her face right off.
"Oh really" she said and I nodded "so you're telling me you don't want me to bend you over this counter right now". It took all my willpower to say.
"No".
I woke up the next morning feeling surprisingly nice.
"Zendaya" I lightly nudged her.
"Leave me alone" she put the blanket over her head and continued to sleep. I wanted her to at least walk me to her door because I can hear her mother downstairs and I'm not sure if I'm ready to face her sober.
My stomach rumbled due to me not having breakfast yet and it's nearly two in the afternoon.
"Fuck it" I said to myself as I stepped out of her room, I nearly made it to the front door when I heard.
"Not staying for lunch or breakfast in your case" I looked behind me to see Ariana staring at me.
"I think I'll just get something to eat at my hous-".
"Don't be silly" she cut me off "it's already made" and with that I went to walk right into her trap which was in the kitchen yet again.
I sat there in silence eating the food she made me with her behind me fixing up the kitchen.
It was when her hand came into view and pushed my bowl away from me when I stopped eating.
"So" Ariana let both of her hands fall onto either side of my shoulders "who's idea was it for the party" I said nothing because I didn't want to say me but I also didn't want to get Zendaya in trouble, she's already in enough.
"Well" she said in my ear making goosebumps rise on me skin.
"It was mine" I lied.
"Y/n" she taunted as she trailed her hands lower and brought her lips to my ear again "such a bad girl" her hands made it to my boobs and she groped both of them making my breath hitch.
I felt her lips come into contact with my neck and I had to stop myself from moaning. Her hands went under the waistband of the bottoms that Zendaya gave me and she started to play with my clit making me grab her hand.
"We shouldn't" I looked at her with her bottom lip under her teeth and a small smile etched on her face.
"But you want to" she started to go again with my clit making me bite my lip now "I've missed you" she said in my ear making me feel happy that she even noticed my absence.
"Say you want me to touch you" she bit my earlobe and I let out a small moan.
"I want you to touch me" I said giving into her seduction. That was when I felt both of her fingers enter me. I scrunched my eyes as I started to get my thrusts in line with her movements.
Her free hand was under my top feeling my boob, she alternated between whispering dirty things in my ear to biting and sucking on my neck and the feeling of her fingers moving in and out of me made me feel in pure bliss.
"Oh my god fuck" I whispered as I came on her fingers.
"That's a good girl" she said and she put her fingers in her mouth sucking them clean with her eyes piercing into me.
She stood back up straight and not even a minute later Zendaya came in, that was close I thought to myself.
"Good morning mother and Y/n/n" she grabbed a bowl and made some cereal to then sit across from me.
She started to laugh a little making me say "what's so funny".
"Oh nothing just you and Camila must've had a great night last night" she pointed at my neck and I took a sly glance at Ariana who had a smirk on her face.
Its been a while
