We had been talking all that night. She kept blaming herself for what I had done when in reality, it had nothing to do with anyone. It was ultimately my own incompetence. She's been going offline and online constantly. I've still been trying to message her, but she hasn't said anything yet. Even though you're not doing it completely, please stop blaming yourself for feeling the way you do, and stop blaming yourself for being in this situation. At least your coming to terms with the situation now. Ultimately, no one's in the wrong but me here, and yet people kept trying to push that away even though it was true. I'm still trying to message her and stuff. Now you know why I kept trying to tell you not to call yourself a bad person. I'm sorry for everything. In the end, all I can do is improve from this, like I said a while ago. You've got every right to feel the way you do except being guilty. You've done nothing wrong. Period.
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Born Into A Coffin
Документальная прозаA prisoner details his experiences in jail while he waits to be put on death row or get bailed out.
