how to have sex with a rock star || lh

19.

i feeel like i need to write something here every time for u guys to comment on the gif (have you noticed that i've been doing that)

qotc: what did you get for christmas?? or hannukah? or oTHER HOLIDAYS OR YOUR BIRTHDAY OR SOMETHING JUST TELL ME HOW YOU'VE BEEN DOIN

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After the little.. thing we did in his dressing room backstage, Luke almost immediately had to run on stage.

It was their big show at the Forum. Their first sold out huge arena show. ((it was their first something ok i forget and i was there i;m sorry)) The screams were deafening even from backstage. But I still snuck as close as I could to the stage to watch them. 

It was very different than the show that I went to with Chloe; besides the obvious reasons such as me not knowing Luke then. Now I knew all of the words to all of their songs. The first couple of days after the fight and before I started being a superb student, I may have listened to their albums and EPs a million times. 

A few times Luke glanced at me and then looked away with a big smile on his face. But one time, during Disconnected, he sang his verse while keeping eye contact with me. I felt like a fangirl and then felt even more like one when i peeked my head out to glance over the thousands of people in the venue and cried. Luke deserved this so much. All four of them did. 

It made me reflect over the last few months that I knew Luke. And how much I took for granted, considering the fact that there were hundreds upon hundreds of girls here that would kill for Luke to give them the time of day. 

It also reminded me of fifteen year old me sitting in my bed sobbing whenever One Direction came out with a new album.

I felt a tear slide down my face and I quickly wiped it away and walked a bit away from the stage to console myself. I laughed at myself for crying over my boyfriend's band's fans and shook it off. 

Their entire set lasted about an hour and a half and once again seemed to fly by. Probably because I felt like I was mesmerized by Luke the entire time.

"You guys were really good!" I exclaimed after they bowed and all ran off of the stage for good (after already leaving and returning for the encore). Luke set his guitar down and walked towards me with arms wide. "Get away from me!" I yelled, trying to run from his sweaty-ness. He was still able to wrap his long arms around me and pull me in for a hug. I pretended to gag and pushed him away.

"You know what? I think we did do pretty well." Michael laughed, tilting his head and crossing his arms as he looked at Luke. "Especially you, Luke. I think you need to turn whatever you did in that dressing room with Kristen into a pre-show ritual." 

I blushed and so did Luke. He shoved Michael, causing him to hit a speaker and dramatically groan in pain. Calum and Ashton were already taking their shirts off and downing bottles of water. I laughed, at Michael's overreaction, but my laughter quickly faded when Luke whispered in my ear.

"I wouldn't mind making that a ritual." he seductively said. He was glistening with sweat and his breath was unsteady. It switched from disgusting to sexy in 0.6 seconds.

I had to snap myself out of the trance that he put me in. You're in public, Kristen. Surrounded by many people. Chill. 

((kristen is a horny shit and u all comment about it but if you were in her position wouldn't you be))

"Stop, you're gross." I said, my cheeks still tinted red from his offer. He chuckled and our 'moment' (that I had already ruined) was ruined by some girl in a headset.