All For You (Yandere Yamaguchi x Reader)

Mean [22]

     "Stop it, that's so annoying" he grumbles and smacks your hand away from his hair.

     "B-But you said you liked it w-when I did that-"

      A searing pain erupts across your cheek. Raising your hand to the pain, You fight back tears.

     "Don't speak to me. You don't deserve it."

'What happened to you Tadashi?'
'Just a few days ago we were so close'
'I'm dependent on you'
'Don't leave me'
'Don't'
'Please'

     You turn around on his bed and fall to your side, clenching your eyes closed.

'I'm good'
'There's nothing wrong with me'
'Just do as he says and he'll be happy'
'Do as he says'
'He will stay if I be good'
'Be good'
'It's not my fault'

• • •

I can't feel anything.

....

Are you there?

.....

I'm so lonely.

......

I'm so tired.

........

I want the pain to stop.

.....

I want to go back.

....

Is someone there?
Please?

.....

I don't know what to do.
I don't know how to feel.
Should I just stop?
Stop listening?
Stop obeying?
Stop doing what he says?

Stop taking the pill?

Should I?
I should shouldn't I?
I'm so confused.
My brain doesn't work anymore.

What happened to him?
He was so nice.
He's being so mean.
So harsh.
Pulling me away from him.

I can't deal with it.
It hurts.
Is this wrong?
It's wrong isn't it?
I bet it is.

I couldn't find anyone else to rely on.

....Kei?

...

Isn't he dead?
No?
He's alive?
No I saw his body.
....but he had a pulse.
Was I imagining that?
I'm so confused.

Wasn't that a dream?
Kei didn't exist.
He told me Kei didn't exist.
He said that it was all a dream.
He told me that I was hallucinating.
He told me that nothing bad happened.
But why do I still have memories?
Why do I still have memories of dead bodies?
Why do I still have memories before Kei came here?
He said I was crazy.
He said I had to take something to make me not crazy.
He told me to take the pill.
Take the pill.
Take the pill.
Take the pill.
Take the pill.
Take the pill.
The pill.
The pill.
The pill.