Changing- An Amourshipping Story

Chapter 26: 'Shattered'

-Serena's POV-

"FENNEKIN DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU HAVE DONE!" I scream at my Pokémon as she runs in front of me. I continue to chase after her, until we get to my dorm and she is trapped. Knowing that she is stuck she starts to make Rockruff-eyes at me. How can I resist, it's too cute. "Ugh fine, you win, Fennekin. But seriously I can't believe I slept with Ash!" I squeal. It's my first time sleeping with a boy, and it just so happens to be a boy who I'm in love with. I wonder how he thought it was, but it is enough for me that he allowed it to happen. At least for now it's enough. I mentally scold myself for having these thoughts as he doesn't even know that I'm Honey. I consider playing spy today, but I will give him a break for a day. So now, I have to figure out what to do.

Since I am bored, and I have plenty of books, I decide to read for today. And I like to read outside sometimes, so I decide to do that today. My books face backwards, so I can't tell what book I will read. It's more fun that way, since it is up to fate to decide which book I choose. And when I finish the book, I let the title show so I know not to pick it again. And I intend to read a whole book today. So I grab a book, and make my way outside, all the while not looking at the title. I go to a willow tree in the front of the building and look at the book's title. It is called 'Shattered' and I have actually been told that it is a really good romance novel.

I open the book, and start to read. The book starts like this:

There were two of us. I, Rosa Mei, and him, Nate Kyohei. I thought it was all perfect, but reality is often disappointing. He left me, and I still question myself to this day why it had to end. I guess the saying 'nothing lasts forever' really is true.

It's been 6 months  now. 6 months since it happened. And I need to get over him, but I can't, and I don't know why. I hate that I can look at him and my cheeks still flare red. But it's what has been happening. If I can describe my feelings towards him in three sentences, it would be:

I hate you.

I love you. 

I hate that I love you.

Because I hate what he has made me, but at the same time my heart and body are begging me for more of him. And I hate that I still feel this way. I had become the failure of my class, while he had become rich and popular. Why did he break my heart you might ask me? To be honest, I don't even know myself. And it makes me hate him even more. Let me explain my life in a few, easy steps. 1) I wake up and get ready for school. 2) I get bullied at school. 3) I go home and cry to myself because it's not fair that life threw this at me. And 4) Repeat. And right now, I just finished phase 2 of my daily cycle, and I'm walking home to commit phase 3. But something isn't right. Windows are broken, doors are off their hinges, and I hear police sirens approaching. And the next thing I know is that I'm surrounded by people with guns. I panic and cry out for somebody, anybody to help me in the situation I am in right now. One grunt tells me to shut up and calls me a pathetic little girl. This infuriates me. I want to kick and punch him right now, but how can I when I'm outnumbered 10 to 1. I start to cry, cursing Arceus for letting me be the victim all my life. And then I hear a gunshot, and think that my dreadful life will finally be able to come to an end. After all, my dad is abusive and blames me for my mother's death, I get bullied, and the only person I cared about, Nate, left me for no reason. So why should I live? But when I look up, I discover that I wasn't the one shot. And my eyes widen when I see who was. 

Because Nate Kyohei was on the floor, and his leg was slowly starting  to lose blood. 

(A/N: I won't write the rest of the book as I might write this story after I make some changes. But I will finish this story first, don't worry. And yes it will be Nate x Rosa, but other ships might appear if I do decide to write this as a book. I just didn't mention them by name and Serena won't know about these ships in the story. This is because it might involve some ships of characters that are in Changing. Tell me if you like this idea for a book in the comments. Now back to the story:) ).

I close the book, and I actually have tears in my eyes. It was really really good, and it was also very sad. I see why people recommend the book, and I make a mental note to tell Ash about it. He needs to read it, it is so good. I notice the time, and it is quite late, so I decide to go in for dinner.

-End of Chapter 26-

Ok guys, I know this chapter was pretty short and didn't really matter to the plot of 'Changing'. I made this chapter for two reasons. 1) It gives detail of what Serena did on Sunday to let the plot continue, as I wasn't sure how to continue the plot forward, since I needed a transition, which this hopefully provided. 2) It gives you guys an idea of what might be to come! If you readers want me to write 'Shattered', let me know! There are some things you should know though. I only want to write one book at a time, and this story is not done and probably won't finish until late July or sometime later, so the earliest you could expect 'Shattered' to start is late July/early August. This will allow for me to focus all of my attention to one book, and make every book that I make the best it can be. It will be a Nate x Rosa book, so other ships like Amour will only appear as side ships or cameos if they do appear. And finally, this book will only exist if you want it to exist, otherwise I will make a different book after this one is done. That's all I have to say for today, and I will see you guys in chapter 27.

-Jackson