To Make Amends • Kylo Ren/ Ben Solo x reader

• Chapter 25 •

We eventually arrived at the supremacy, I still didn't know what we were doing there but Kylo's demeanour towards me had completely changed. He wouldn't hold my hand, he barely looked at me. I could sense how worried he was, but I couldn't understand why that made him turn cold towards me once again.

We began to walk towards Snokes throne room, "Kylo what's going on?" I asked, my voice laced with concern. He just flat out ignored me.

I didn't like the vibes of the entire place, it was so...dark. We walked through and went up in an elevator. The entire time was silent, I hated it. I didn't even try to speak again, there was no point.

The door of the elevator opened up and I immediately recognised the place. It was the place I was in, in that dream I had a few times. It really weirded me out. At the top of the room there was a throne with Supreme leader Snoke sitting in it. He had the elite praetorian guards on both sides of him, they were completely still and a bit intimidating.

Kylo began to walk quickly up to Snoke, so I followed after him. I had to quicken my pace a little because he was walking fast. Kylo knelt before Snoke, which I didn't feel obligated to do. He wasn't my Supreme leader.

"Supreme Leader Snoke, I have brought you the rebel girl." Kylo said in a monotone voice.

"Rebel girl?!" I asked. He didn't said anything, he glared at me, practically shooting dagger with his eyes. I really did not like what was going on nor the amount of darkness I sensed in Snoke. It only proved to me how much light I usually felt in Ben.

"Come closer child." Snoke's voice echoed through the room as he looked at me. I didn't step forward, I didn't want to be any nearer to him. "Ah such strength. My young apprentice has done well to bring you here." He looked at Kylo then turned back to me. "I said closer, my child."

I once again didn't budge but I felt myself begin to move closer. He was using the force, I could feel it pushing me. I was trying to resist it but I just wasn't strong enough.

"(Y/n), child. Just imagine the immense power of the dark side if you were to fully commit to it. The darkness inside of you, you keep it tamed but if you unleashed your feelings of anger, imagine what we could do together. We could destroy the resistance and the Jedi. The sith will be the most powerful beings." He finished triumphantly, I, however wasn't buying any of it. There was no way I was just going to join the dark side like that.

"You underestimate the power of the resistance, the Jedi and the power of Ben Solo. It will be your downfall." I spit back at him.

"Ohhh, Have you seen something? A weakness in my apprentice? Is that why you stayed so willingly?" He used the force to lift me off the ground so that we were face to face. He began to laugh, "Young fool, I stoked Ren's conflicted soul. I knew he was not strong enough to hide it from you. And you were not wise enough, to resist the bait." Snoke hissed.

I felt a sad feeling in the pit of my stomach, this was all a set up, everything was a set up. I could feel something about Kylo's presence in the room change, maybe anger? It was hard to tell with the complete darkness that I felt in this place.

Snoke pulled me extremely close to him and put his cold scaly hand on my face. "Now, you will submit to the dark side, or I will kill you with the cruelest stroke."

"No." I said trying to sound as strong as possible but my voice was a little shaky.

"Yes you will." He pushed me away and lifted me up.

He began trying to enter my mind and cloud me with darkness. I was trying so hard to block him out. It was extremely painful. "No!" I kept screaming. I did not want this, not one bit. I couldn't let him take over mind. He began trying to torment me through the force and bring out my anger but I wouldn't let him. "Kylo! Please make it stop!" I screamed, however, he did nothing.

I heard Snoke begin to laugh maniacally. "You think my apprentice is going to help you? You really are a fool!"

I refused to give in, I knew that I wanted absolutely nothing to do with the evil of the dark side. I eventually felt Snoke stop, he stopped trying to cloud me with the darkness and anger. Snoke dropped me and I landed on the floor, straight into my back.

"Such spark. You have the spirit of a Jedi. Which means you must die." Snoke hissed. He used the force to pick me up and bring me opposite Kylo.

I tried my hardest to resist but I was unable. Snoke looked upon Kylo. "My worthy apprentice, son of darkness, heir apparent to Lord Vader. Where there was conflict, I now sense resolve. Where there was weakness, strength." I knew what Snoke was talking about, I could feel it too. Kylo, he didn't feel conflicted anymore. "Complete your training and fulfill your destiny." Snoke finished.

Kylo looked at me, his eyes seemed to be filled with sadness but also determination. He took his lightsaber hilt from his belt and walked towards me, silently staring into my eyes. Snoke wanted him to kill me.

"Please don't" I whispered, tears welling in my eyes.

"I know what I have to do." Kylo said.

"Ben, please..." I pleaded, no longer regretting calling him by his real name.

Snoke laughed, "You think you can turn him? Pathetic child!" He sneered. "I cannot be betrayed, I cannot be beaten. I see his mind, I see his every intent. Yesss! I see him turning the lightsaber to strike true." Kylo raised his lightsaber. "And now He ignites it. And kills his true enemy" Snoke screamed.

Kylo ignited his lightsaber but he didn't hold it towards me. He held it toward Snoke and with the wave of his hand, he sent the ignited lightsaber flying towards the supreme leader. The lightsaber sliced through Snoke, he was dead, I knew he was because I felt his grip around me and my mind fade away.

(a/n) Sorry for not updating in a while, i've kinda been losing motivation for this fic but I am definitely going to finish it.