I have never felt this thrilling feeling ever again. Just as cruel and wicked as it may sound it somehow brings me happiness.
It is of course not what I always wanted but I am contented. Just as little as it is.
The thought that I will never hold a child of my own and love them to sleep adds nothing but anger and hatred in my heart.
The thirteenth of this month is marked as the first day of my revenge. Yes, I have to revenge and he has to pay for every second of my pain.
That day when I broke up the news to him he should have stood up for me, he should have agreed to take care of me, and his baby.
My baby.
If all that happened none of this could happen. I would still be my Mama's favourite and only daughter. I would still be carrying my baby.
Since that day I never experienced anything good. I was interested by nothing.
Phone buzzing
I looked at the screen of my phone and a smile finds its way on my face. Perhaps I thought wrong. There is one good thing that really happened. How could I forgot the one person that brought joy in my messed world.
I picked up and her voice captured not just my ears but the whole of me. I closed my eyes and imagined her and I'd be lying to tell you that I had chills just on my hands.
I was overwhelmed.
" Hello, heey! Jewel are you there?. "
"Uhm- Hello Tasha." I stammered.
"Just wanted to ask if I should still pick you up tomorrow." She asked plainly.
Why does she has to be so formal with me.
"Yeah, I'll be ready when you arrive, is there anything you want to tell me?" I asked
I felt like she was supposed to say something else, like she missed me, you know.
Maybe her words would calm me down.
Oh Jewel! You are so full of yourself. Last time you checked Tasha was dating your life's kills lecturer. Don't dwell on what you guys shared. It's never going to happen again.
She chuckled a little then asked. " What do you want me to tell you Jewel?, I love you."
My heart skipped a bit and for a second I forgot all the pain I was going through and just when I was about to reply she continued.
"As a friend of course." She added and hanged up.
Really?, Really! ..I thought she meant it otherwise.
Anyways, I can't wait to see her tomorrow.
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The night was long and cold. I couldn't be able to sleep or calm down. I was anxious about what tomorrow will look like.
Will I be able to stand seeing the very same person who ruined and made my life a living hell?. Will I be able to control myself or will my emotions get the best of me
I took my antidepressants sleeping pills and laid my head to rest. It hurts me that I couldn't find my sleep in any other way.
Uuurgh
I want my old life back.
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Tasha calling
I crawled out of bed and opened the door my eyes still heavy with sleep.
"I'll be ready before you get here." Tasha mimicked me with a funny face.
"Don't be so dramatic, get in." I opened the door and jumped back to bed.
"Oh you've got to be fucking kidding me, get the fucking up and get dressed."
"You do realize you said the word fucking two times in a sentence. You wanna get fucked." I said jokingly but deeply meaning every word.
"I would love to." She answered laughing.
My face was covered with blankets so she couldn't see how my face lightened up when she said that. But I am aware she doesn't mean it. So I'm just going to wake my lazy ass and go to the bathroom.
She was still standing by my door looking at me acting all sturbon.
"Are you not going to sit?,My goodness stop behaving like you are knowing me for the first time, I'll just have my shower." I said grabbing my towel and striping off.
She stared a little bit then blushed away.
I couldn't ignore and control what I felt. The feeling was just too much to take in. I walked slowly to where she was afraid she would backed out and planted a passionate kiss on her soft lips. She run her hands on my back as I helped her get naked.
Again.
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"Looks like you'll have to join me in the shower." I said
"Do I have a choice?" She said jumping out of bed and grabbing my towel.
"Hey! That's not hygienic. You can't use my towel." I said following her laughing hysterically.
She chuckles softly
"Are you joining me or what?"
"Yeah, I like it more in the shower."
She chuckles again.
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