Achievement Guide to Gavin Free

Chapter Thirty-One . . . Realization

Chapter Thirty-One . . . Realization

Cat's POV

"So because of Geoff being a lazy ass. I'm here to do AHWU. So yeah, for the week of December 29th, Happy New Year! Anyway games this week are -" Suddenly someone blew a horn in my ear, making me jump, and maybe even peeing my pants a little. "OW! What the fuck!" I yelled as Ray laughed.

"Happy New Year!" He ran behind me blowing the horn.

"Thanks Ray, my ear appreciates the deafness." I said before turning to the camera. "Anyway, games this week are . . ." I began reading the names of games off of the list and occasionally looking at Kdin to make sure these were real.

I put on my fake smile and pretended like I wasn't sick, but in all honesty I wanted to throw up right there on the floor. I'm sure the Internet would just love that.

"Alright so those are your games for this week. I want to wish all the fans out there a Happy New Year, you guys are awesome, and here's my slightly less sexy twin. Jack." I passed the microphone to Jack and ran my sweaty hands on my jeans.

I tried to walk over to the couch but felt myself sway. I felt warm hands steady me.

"Are you alright Cat?" Ray asked, and I nodded, but once I felt my stomach sink I knew I was done.

"I think I'm going to be sick." I mumbled with my hand on my mouth as I made a run to the bathrooms.

Once I got to the ladies restroom, I didn't even bother to shut the door behind and instead made a run to the toilet where I threw up everything that was in my stomach, great.

I groaned and leaned my body up against the cold tile wall.

"Cat?" I heard my name being called and when I looked up there stood Lindsay staring at me with concern written on her face.

"Yeah?" She walked over to me and knelt down to my eye level.

"Are you alright, honey?" She asked and I groaned.

"I fucking hate my life." I mumbled as her hand went to my forehead.

"You don't feel warm. How long have you been throwing up for?"

"It started last night, but I was fine this morning. I ate a big breakfast and everything. I swear I don't know what has come over me I-" I stopped as I watched Lindsay eyes widened with confusion, fear, and excitement.

"Oh my God." She whispered and covered her mouth.

"What? Do you know what's wrong with me?" I asked and she nodded slowly. "Well, are you going to tell me or am I going to have to-"

"Your pregnant." She whispered with watery eyes.

Suddenly the room got silent, the air was thick, and breathing became impossible.

"I-I-I can't be." I stuttered as I got up off of the floor and walked to the sink.

"Cat, you and Gavin had sex. Was it protected?"

I ran a hand over my face. How could I be so stupid?

"No." I whispered.

"I should go get Gavin." Lindsay started but I quickly stopped her.

"No. We don't tell Gavin until we know."

"Know what? The signs are all there Cat!" She exclaimed before calming down. "Why aren't you excited?" She asked and I shook my head.

"It doesn't matter now. We don't know if it's even true yet." I lied

I wasn't excited because I was more scared than anything. I didn't have the 'apple pie' life. I was raised to do the right thing or be beaten otherwise. What kid would want me as their parent? And then there was Gavin, was he even ready to have a kid with me? Was he ready to have a kid at all?