No Matter What ~ Jackxpenn

Chapter 10 - Help Me

Jenn POV

Tears streamed down my face as I thought of all the hurtful things anyone has ever said about me. Was I really not good enough for Jack?

Then I did it, something I instantly regretted, but I was too delusional to act differently. Slice. I immediately screamed out in pain. What did I just do? Shit! I cried even harder, watching the blood run down my hand onto my pajama pants. Why was I doing this?

I looked at the picture of Jack and Claudia, sick to my stomach of the thought that he liked her instead of me. Slice. The pain never stopped from the first cut. I cried so hard I was blind from my own tears.

I lifted up my shirt, looking at my stomach. Why was I so fat? Slice. My wrist was now throbbing with pain, and my pants were stained with blood. It hurt so bad, but I couldn't stop. I thought of comments I got on my recent video.

Ugly! Slice.

Slut! Slice.

By now, my whole body was shaking. I couldn't believe I just did that. I looked down at my wrist. The five cuts were stinging and burning, and there was blood everywhere. I threw the razor blade down at the floor, and collapsed into my hands, sobbing even more. No matter how much I cut, it didn't help. I was still in pain, I was still alone, and I was still depressed.

Slowly, the throbbing in my wrist got worse, and the throbbing traveled to my head. I could hear my slow heartbeat echo inside my head through my ears. I got dizzy, and my head became top heavy. Struggling not to pass out, I grabbed onto the bathroom counter. I tried to walk to my phone, but collapsed to the floor. I was still crying out in pain, but by now the pain was excruciating, and I was screaming at the top of my lungs, "ANDREA! JACK! SOMEONE HELP!" I knew no one could hear me, or that they weren't listening.

I felt like I was dying. I tried to get up but was too weak so I fell back down to the floor; I couldn't move. By now I had no feeling in my wrist, and the pounding in my head was getting worse. I fought to keep conscious, but I was slowly getting weaker, and it became more difficult.

"Pl-please h-help m-me," was the last thing I cried out before my vision blurred completely and I blacked out.

Andrea POV

"Love you Kian, text me later," I said, getting out of his car and heading into my appartment building.

Kian and I decided to go on a little roadtrip after Playlist Live. Not anywhere special, we just toured around California, but nevertheless, it was nice to spend time alone with Kian.

I unlocked the apartment, plopping my bags down at the front door. Jenn and I had planned to get Starbucks when I got back.

"Jenn? Are you ready?" I said, getting a glass of water from the kitchen.

No answer.

That was weird. Jenn didn't text me anything different. She should be in the apartment.

"Jenn? What's going on? Is this a joke?" I said, starting to get worried. Where would she be?

I looked around the apartment, but couldn't find her anywhere. I opened the door to her room.

"Jenn? This isn't funny anymore," I said, beginning to cry.

I walked towards her bed and found blood? What the hell? I followed the trail of blood to her bathroom. I took a breath before opening the door.

Oh my god. There, lying in front of me, was Jenn. Unconscious; knocked out cold. I immediately started to cry.

"Jenn! Jenn! Wake up!" I screamed, while tears streamed down my face. Not knowing what to do, I dialed 911 and called an ambulance. I couldn't stop crying as I called Kian, telling him what happened. I also called Jenn's mom; who started crying which made me bawl even more. But nothing would compare to the reaction of who I would call next.

I mentally prepared myself to call Jack. I made myself stop crying as I dialed his number, but as soon as I heard his voice, I started bawling.

"Oh my God. Andrea, what's wrong?" He said, concerned.

I took a deep breath, "It's J-jenn. Sh-she... She's in t-the... H-hospital," I cried.

Author's note: Oooooh Cliffhanger :3
Hey guys! It's me again! Glad you're enjoying the story! That chapter was so hard to write emotionally, but I finished it today in order to give you guys two chapters today :) I'm not sure if I'll be able to publish tomorrow, because I am traveling and will not have wifi. I will definitely WRITE the chapter(s) tomorrow, so if there's no chapter tomorrow, it will be posted with the other chapters on Wednesday :) ~E

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