"this is so cliche" noah mutters putting his hands in his hoodie pocket
"stop crying" I reply he looks at he thinking I probably didn't hear him
"your really mean you know" he says
"sorry" I mutter playing with bryce's hoodie strings
"why did y you come out here with Bryce" he asks
"he hates me so i asked you" I say shrugging my shoulders
"he doesn't hate you" noah says laughing at how dumb I'm being
"youre hot" I say laughing ur stood still and looked at me
"what" he says I roll my eyes and put my arm on his neck pulling him in for a kiss and then everything went black
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I woke up with a massive headache I realised my eyes were slightly darker than usual i look around and it didn't take me long to realise who's room k was in
"I hate hangovers never let me drink again" I mutter groaning I expected Bryce to laugh at my stupid comment
"what's wrong" I ask realising he's annoyed at me.
"can't keel your mouth to yourself for a full fucking minute" he says I raised my eyebrow Condised at his comment
"what do you mean" I say confused he threw his phone on the bed I looked over at the screen
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"shit" I mutter did I actually do it I mean I was atractred to him and I did like him but would i kiss him I looked over at Bryce who was upset with me
"I'm sorry okay I don't know what happened if I did I'd tell you but you knew I was drunk out of my mind last night so I don't understand why your upset" I say
Bryce didn't respond aswell as avoid eye contact with me I sigh and get up about to go into noahs room hoping he could tell me what the fuck happened
"what happened" I ask he shrugs his shoulder
"when" he asks I close the door behind my a sat on his bed
"last night- is that a hickey" I ask panicking he looks away
"please don't tell me I did that" I say hoping this was a dream he sighs looking at me sympathetically knowing I regret this
"did we?" I ask trailing 9ff he shakes his head
"god no I stopped when I realised it probably wasn't right" noah says looking dowm
"thank god" I say I realised what I said and covered my mouth instantly wanting to take that back
"not like that- I mean your hot- I'm mean not- I mean you are but- I just didn't mean it like that or-"
"I get it" he says laughing at me slightly I look down and started to play with my fingers
"do you wanna go out tonight maybe" he asks hopefully I smiled and nod
"sure" I reply looking up at him he sighs quietly in relieve making me laugh slightly
"okay don't dress fancy" he says I nod walking out of the room giving him one last smile I looked at my phone checking the time and I knew kio won't be awake
"I need to talk to jaden" I mutter went I to Bryce room I realised he was I the call with addison I roll my eyes and go to jadens house
I knock on the door impatiently waiting for someone to open
"hey is that a hi-"
"IT'S NOT" I yell cutting josh off I didn't know if I had a hicked but I didn't want to find out from someone else
"jadens roonis first door on the right" josh shouts I nod and walk upstairs into his room
"holy shut is that a hickey" jaden asks I nod looking away I see him smiling I the corner of my eyes
"from who" he says ecxietedly hoping it was bryce with a smile on his face
"noah" I mutter knowing I'd probably disappoint when I looked up at him his smile fades instantly
"really Evie" jaden says annoyed
"sorry its not my fault... I also may or may not be going out with him tonight" I say taking really quietly at the end looking down again
"EVERLYNNNNNN" jaden shouts covering his face with a pillow
"WHAAAT" I mock jade he rolls his eyes and throws a pillow at me.
"I really thought you'll help me and try to make me feel bettter" I say sighing
"in happy for you but I juts kinda wish it was Bryce" jaden muttered
"well I gotta go to the studio so I can't really hang out today" jaden says I nod looking down I really didn't want to stay home
"you talked to Sophie yet" he asks I shake my head avoiding eye contact I am trying so hard not to think about that
"yea well I got change and stuff so bye" I say quickly leaving his house I got home and slowly opened the door so Sophie didn't hear me I saw papers around her and her phone most likely she was about to get a job
I walk upstairs and sit on my bed kicking off the door and suddenly all the emotions I was holding started to flood
I lost a fucking baby so what it wasn't with who I loved but someone died in me I was ment to keep them alive and I couldnt and my dad is fucking dead I still have. I clue how on going to tell Georgia but I didn't want to think about it at all
I grab my pillow and rest my chin around it aswell as wrapping my legs around it I really just wanted to hold someone I really didn't care who just someone
I sigh and look at my phone I then realised I sat here for a long time and needed to get ready for a date with noah soon
(sorry for the shitty chapter, it's late and I have and edit collab due tmr 😔)
