Inevitable - sidnaaz Journey post BB

Inevitable Part 55

"motto.. kya hua tu firse aise baith gi.. yaar ye Sidharth Shukla ki to mein na class laga du jake abhi.. " Shehbaaz said seeing Sana sad again..

"Shebaa bakwas mat kar.. " mad or not.. she would not hear anyone say anything bad about Sidharth.. only she has a right to say something to him and no one else.. not even her beloved brother..

"ayyi badi.. fir.. jhagadte kyun ho faltu ke.. aur jhagdte ho bhi to muh phulake kyu baithti hai jab ki tuze pata hai tune flip hi marni hai thoda der mein.. " he said slapping back of her head..

"mein hun aisi yaar.. ja abhi bakwas mat kar.. aur pareshan mat kar mujhe.. kal se waise hi wo gadhe ko jhelna hai hafte bhar.. "

"haan chal uski liye bulnae aaya tha.. khana khane chal.."

"tu order kar de.. mein baad mein kha lungi.. "

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"arre abhi kyu nahi kha rahi.. Sidharth aa to raha hai abhi ek do din mein.. fir kar le jhagda usse aur tab kha lena ye bhav.. thoda attention bhi mil jayegi.. abhi mere samne kyu kha rahi hai ye sab nakhre.. chal khana khate hai.. " he said trying to cheer her up but was bewildered to see her lips quivering and eyes welling up..

"oyy kya huaa.... "

"wo ni aa raha.. usne bola abhi to mile the 2 week pehle.. abhi ni aayega.. "

"kya?? ajeeb banda hai yaar.. " he was about to say something when Shehnaaz's phone started ringing..

"uska hoga to mujhe mat de.. abhi baat ni karni meine usse.."

"oyy.. aunty ka hai.." he stuffed the phone in her hands hastily and she picked it up after quickly drying her eyes and setting her hair making it look less messy..

"Hi Mumma.. kaise ho aap.." she said trying to muster as much smile as she could..

3

But her façade did not last longer when his mom saw right through her pretense.. And when she saw Sidharth behind her, she again tried to quickly brush it off, not wanting to make him embarrsed in front of his mom. She kept her eyes off of him not being able to look into the disappointment and worry in his eyes. She was relieved when his mom walked inside her room sensing something was wrong away from his prying eyes..

"chal abhi bata.. sach sach batana.. kyu ro rahi thi? Itni strong bachhi hai tu.. tu kaise home sick ho sakti hai?? "

"arre sach mein kuchh nahi hua.. mein ekdam thik hun.. aap please tension nai lo.. " she did not want to say it out loud again that Sidharth did not love her enough to want to come to meet her.. she did not want to recite again that he had refused to come to Australia indirectly by asking her to take the decision.. those thoughts had already been haunting her enough to speak them out loud again. It will only make them more real for her and she did not want that..

"Jhut bolna aata hai nahi bacche aapko.. batao? Kya kiya is bar Sidharth ne? mein usko bhi dantungi abhi.. but pehle tum batao.. kya hua hai.. "

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Her motherly concern melted Sana instantly and she narrated her the whole story, how Sidharth asked her if he should come when he got the visa..

"bas itni si baat? Tumne haan kyu nahi kar diya fir agar tumhe chhaiye tha wo aaye? Tumhe to pata hai wo tumhari baat nahi taal ta hai na? "

"kyunki.. " she said fresh tears appearing in her eyes again.. "kyunki uski jagah mein hoti to mein pehli flight pakad ke aa jati.. ye sawal bhi nahi uthta mere mann me ke jau ya nahi.. chahe fir ek din hi kyu na bacha ho uske aane mein.. itna pyar karti hun usko.. wo ni karta.. usne dikha diya.. " she said pouting, tears smudging her face completely.. ..