Inevitable - sidnaaz Journey post BB

Inevitable Part 1

It's been 6 months already since Sana and Sid came out of BiggBoss house. Their life has been nothing but a flurry of interviews, meetings, projects, photo-shoots since then. They are both having the time of their lives both personally and professionally. They have hardly been apart, at most a day when they had separate assignments. Even then Sid would make a point to visit her where ever she is before going home no matter how late it was... Most of the projects they were offered were with each other which gave them all the time in the world together and they have both been soaking in it each and every day.

They had their moments of ups and downs too. Like that one day when Sidharth got really angry at Shehnaz for posting something on Instagram which sent their fans in frenzy yet again. It's not that Sidharth doesn't like how much love they get from their fandom on each and every small thing they do. It's just that he feels this is very precious and personal for him to share with anyone else. He is very open and outgoing towards Shahnaaz in front of their families and friends and people he values. But he is totally opposed to it when it comes to sharing it with the world. And Shehnaz understands it completely but she being she, her mischievous side comes out every now and then and she post something which makes him go mad all over again. He has come to terms with it way more than what he was right after bigg boss. Mr. Private Shuklaji is not so private anymore. As if he has no control over is mind and heart when it comes to Sana. Whenever they fight, he remembers his own words he told Sana when she fought with Paras in the bb house.

"Mujhe ek baat pe aaj bahot pyaar aaya tuz pe.., tuze jhagdna bhi tha usase lekin tune haar maan li thi jaise hi wo samne aaya. "

He actually understood those feelings because he had experienced them way too many times with Shehnaz than he cared to agree. He was just helpless when it came to his girl. One hug from her and all his defense leave him no matter how angry he is.

This thought makes him look at her again in amazement. It's a Sunday and they both are chilling in their regular spot on the sofa. Shehnaz is busy on her phone as usual her feet on Sidharth's lap while he is browsing through the news on tv. Every now and then she would smile or blurt out "siyappa" or burst out laughing in her signature style and would show her screen to Sidharth with photo or video or comments by the sidnaaz fandom. He loves how she enjoys all that attention and love from her fans. Smile and affection adorn his face whenever he looks at her happy face. He is starting at her face again when he notices a sudden change in her facial expression. His brows furrowed in confusion as he sees her getting upset. He is about to ask her when she looks at him with pleading eyes.

"Sidharthhhhh... "

"Kya hua Baby.. come here.. "

He knows it can't be any harsh comment that made her this upset. She is almost as good as him in ignoring and not letting the mean comments affect her.

He pulls her by her hand, pushes her legs down gently from his lap and collects her in his arm. She hugs him tightly folding herself into him and hiding her face in the crook of his neck. He rubs his hand on her back continuously asking her what happened.

"Bata yaar kya hua, abhi 2 min pahle to itni khush thi tu.. kya hua bata, kisine kya bola tuze bata mein uski band baja dunga.."

He tried to smile at her, caressing her face and making her look at him. Her eyes were red and tears rolled down her pink cheeks .. that site broke him and he just held her close again...

"arreee.. kya hua sweetheart .. kyu aise kar rahi hai.. bata mujhe.. mein hu na baby tere saath ro mat yaar darling"

She just started crying harder hearing his words again..

" tu nahi rahega... Mujhe akele rahna nahi hai.. mein nai rahungi tere bina... Mereko nai jana sidharth.. "

he missed half of her words muffled into his neck. He tried to again get her to look at him but she just held him impossibly closer as if she just needed to feel him , assure her heart that he is actually here with him. It was confusing the hell out of him and breaking his heart seeing her like this. He bends a little and picks up her phone from her side trying to see what got her so upset. He reads the message and tenses a little. He understands her reaction completely now. He keeps the phone down and puts his arms around her and squishes her to him..

"shhh... Bas bas.. It's ok baby.. we knew this was a possibility"

he is not even sure anymore who is he trying to assure Sana or himself. He pats her head in a reassuring manner trying hard to get her to stop crying. He knows it's inevitable and he needs to be strong for her and guide her through this again as he did during that stupid msk show.

*TBC..*