Fallen Hope

him

"It's not stupid if it makes you feel good about yourself." He whispered.

He moved my mask down and began to kiss me. He slowly pulled away biting my lip then put my mask back.

"I-I... Eddy?..."

I had no words. I've never felt anything for a guy... Until now.

"Sh... I want to take you somewhere." He said. "Follow my truck."

I nodded my head okay. We got in our cars and I followed him. We went to a parking lot. He back into a parking spot. It was right by a grass hill. There was a beautiful view of the night sky and city. We got out and sat on the edge or the bed of his truck. I left my mask in my car.

"Why did you bring me here?" I asked.

"Because I sneak out here almost every night. And it's pretty special to me, so I wanted to bring you here too." We were both smiling. His smile then faded away. "I'm sorry if I'm coming on too hard."

"No... I think I'm the one who's too hard." I accidentally said out loud.

I gasped when I realized what I said. He just laughed.

"Holy fuck you're so cute." He insisted. "But I understand if you don't want to be with me. You just broke up with my sister and we're in the same band. And you're going through a lot."

I thought for a second. My heart was beating rapidly. I was falling for him more and more by the second.

"Everyone will be against it though." I pointed out.

"Everyone doesn't have to know." He whispered. "I really really love you."

I started kissing him. Our tongues exploring each other's mouths. I think that was a good enough answer. He put his arm around me pulling me closer. I resting my head in his shoulder.

"What do you usually do here?" I asked.

"Well... It's kinda embarrassing. But usually sing to myself." He admitted. I smiled and thought of a song.

"A long long time ago, I can still remember how that music used to make me smile." I began singing.

"And I know if I had my chance, that I could make those people dance." He continued it.

Before we knew it we were singing together. Smiling more than ever.

"Bye, bye Miss American Pie. Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry. And all them good ole boys drinking whiskey and rye. Singin' this'll be the day that I die." We both sang.

When the song was over I kissed his cheek. He quickly began to kiss my mouth making me fall back. I was no laying on my back. He got on top of me. He sucked and nibbled on my neck making me let out a soft moan. He started to slide his hands up my shirt.

"No. Not yet. Not here." I stopped him. He got off of me and I sat back up and looked at the time. "Well I think I should be heading home now. I had an amazing time. Thank you."

I got down and left. I couldn't believe this. Woah.

I soon got home. I walked in. Brian was sitting on the couch. He looked at me. Specifically my neck.

"So he kissed you?" He implied. He saw me begin to blush a little. "You'd think he would of learned his lesson about kissing almost every boy he meets by now." I looked down.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Fuck, you fell for him. Didn't you?" He said.

"What do you mean?" I repeated.