Do you want to know how it'll feel to be friends with the jersey boys? What it will be like to be in there friend group?
This story follows Bri a music artist who has just moved to New Jersey due to family problems. When she becomes friends with the...
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It was the next day and I woke up to hella messages from the group chat.
Group Chat ———————
Varo👻 What are we gonna do today guys
Ale😎 Eat ass?
Mattia🦖 I think we should figure out when Gianmarco and Bri are going on they're first date
Bri❤️ That's not happening
Mattia🦖 Fine pull up to mi casa
I get up and get ready to go to Mattia's house. I'm extremely nervous to tell them I'm moving back. I don't know what to expect. I'm also dreading it so much. Once I'm done I go downstairs and grab my keys. I get in the car and drive to Mattia's house. When I get there the boys are all there.
Mattia: what's up chunkie wunkie Bri: hey I'm gonna miss this so much Bri: what are y'all talking about Alvaro: Celia Kai: Gianmarco They say simultaneously Bri: why are we talking about irrelevant people Ro: he's not irrelevant if he's been dming you Bri: i sent you that screenshot out of confidence not for you to tell them Ro: ooops Mattia: wait that little shits been dming you? Bri: yeah Mattia: we need to handle him Kai: bet just tell me when Mattia: Friday sound good to you guys Ale: hell yeah Ro: and you better not tell him Alvaro Alvaro: don't worry I'll leave the door unlock Bri: umm about that... I have something to tell you guys Alvaro: what chunkie wunkie He just made this harder Bri: I don't know how to tell you guys Mattia: uhh just say it Bri: I'm moving back to Texas Ale: why Bri: my mom really needs my help right now- Mattia: are you fucking kidding me He says cutting me off Mattia: you literally moved to get away from her and now you're leaving because she needs help Bri: Mattia Mattia: no do we mean that little to you that you'd just leave us Kai: how could you do this? Bri: I- Kai: we literally introduced you to all our families. We told you our secrets. You gave us advice. We all showed you the most vulnerable part of us and you're just gonna leave. Bri: I'm sorry Ro: we pouring our hearts out to you and all you have to say is you're sorry. You know what I'm sorry that I met you. Bri: you don't mean that Ro: I do because you obviously don't care about us enough to ask us how we feel about you moving before you make the decision. Bri: I have to do it for my family Alvaro: but we're you're family too He says with tears in his eyes Ale: yeah you even said we showed you what love really means Bri: you did- Mattia: no I don't want to hear it. You lied. You fucking lied to me. How could you do this to me? To us? How could you just break up the group for someone who doesn't even care about you? Bri: I didn't lie Mattia: are you serious? Do you really not remember? Bri: remember what Mattia: you said you would never move back to Texas. You promised Kai: you know I thought you'd be the only female I wasn't related to that wouldn't break my heart Bri: cmon Kairi Kai: I guess I was wrong Bri: no please Ale: Nano was just starting to like you Ro: everything was going good and you just had to ruin it Mattia: you know what just leave Bri: Mattia please Mattia: please Brianna just go Bri: no I'm not gonna leave He looks me in the eyes, and his are filled with tears. Mattia: JUST LEAVE!!! He yells causing me to jump Bri: I'm not leaving unless Alvaro tells me too We all look at him and he doesn't say anything Bri: fine I say running out his house
I get into my car and cry. I cry so much that I can't find a way to stop. My sadness turns into anger, and I start banging my fist on my steering wheel and scream. I put the keys into the ignition and drive off. As I'm driving it begins to rain. I take the long way home. I continue to cry because I don't understand why they were so angry. The people I loved the most hated me so much. I know I deserved it. I made them feel like they meant nothing to me. I made them feel how my mother made me feel. Like I was worthless. I hated myself so much for this. How could I choose between both of my families. How could I pick a side. A family who has been with me since the beginning. And one that has fixed me, when the beginning broke me. My eyes were filled with tears but I managed to get home after a couple of hours of driving. By the time I got home it was pretty late. I didn't have the energy to do anything.
Jay: where have you been Bri: I'm so stupid I say crying Jay: you're not stupid He says holding me Bri: how could I be so dumb Jay: shhh I cry into his chest Jay: it's gonna be okay Bri: and what if it's not Jay: lets not worry about that I cry even more
I can't stop. I just can't. I finally gave up. Ive dropped the fake smile as several tears ran down my cheeks.
Bri: I can't do this anymore I whispered to myself Bri: I never deserved them Bri: I just push people away when they get close to me Jay wipes my tears away Bri: I hurt people when they try to fix me. I break them and I don't deserve anybody. Bri: not you, not Mattia, not Ale, or Alvaro or Kai Bri: I deserve nothing Jay: don't say that. They learned that you were broken. And they tried to fix you because they loved you. And they wanted the best for you
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