tratie oneshots

{ a/n - i hate myself and this note }

part of the reason i'm making this is to make myself feel less bad for not updating this book in four days.

hi.

i'm sorry for not updating in four days, and i'm sorry for another author's note, and i'm sorry for writing so much angst, and i'm sorry for saying 'and' so many times in this sentence.

i tried writing a oneshot yesterday, and it was just...really heavy and hit pretty close to home. i still have the draft, but i don't know if i'll be publishing it any time soon.

i have ideas (kind of), but i can't seem to english lately.

and i'm really sorry for that.

i also just don't have much time (yes, i'm aware of how stupid that excuse is). i've been sewing different things to donate to different places for the past few days, and i'm usually pretty drained by the end of the day. i'm just not in the mood for writing. again, i'm sorry.

finally, i'm sorry for apologizing so much. i know it must be getting annoying.

okay, one last thing: thank you guys so much for 10k reads. again, all these 'thank you's must be getting annoying and repetitive, but i can't seem to stop. i feel ungrateful if i don't thank y'all. 10k is just...insane. i can't believe people like my writing enough to keep coming back to read new uploads.

now i'm done. i'll try and write sometime soon, but i don't want to promise anything that'll stress me out.

(okay i lied, after this i'm done with this a/n and all the apologies)i'm sorry if i seem more...down (?) lately, i'm just not in the best mental place. i don't want to officially go on hiatus or put any of my books on hold, but updates might be a bit fewer and more far between in the near future.

(okay i lied again) i'm sorry.

bye.

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