“ Wala akong pakialam Skye pero na guguilty ako kasi kung hindi dahil sa akin wala ka rito”
Pinapakalma ko yung sarili ko at ayaw kong sabayan yung galit niya.
“ Then I don’t need your symphaty , umuwi ka na baka hinahanap ka na ng family mo” ganyan ba siya kamanhid.
“ It's not a symphaty Skye ,I'm worried about you” nagulat pa ako sa sinabi ko pero hindi na mahalaga Yun.
“ Why are you worried with me, you are not friend at mas lalong hindi kita kaano ano”
“ But I'm your classmate”
“ Sa ibang classmate ba natin gagawin mo rin to “
“ OO , dahil nga kasalan ko bakit nangyari to”
“ Then you are not worried about me, you are just doing this because of your sense of responsibility “ ano bang sinasabi niya.
“ Ano ka ba , pwede bang maging mabait ka naman sa akin kahit ngayon lang “
“ I don’t need to be kind if I don’t know the person I talking to”
“ But you know me for years now because you're my brother's friend” It's hurt because all I need is thank you for all the thing I did for him but I understand I have no rights to blame him for the thing I started with.
“ I'm your brother friend and not yours, so please go home because I don’t need you” Halos bumara ang hininga ko sa lalamunan ko dahil hindi ako makahinga.
What the hell? I never been treated this way.
Before my tears falls down , I quickly run towards the hospital door and I left him their.
Pinalis ko ang luha ko bago ako pumasok sa pintuan ng bahay.
“ Where did you went last night Nemesis ? Why you didn’t go home?” Mommy is angry but im not in the mood to explain it right now.
“ Something happens” I answered him with my bored look but she just stared at me , nakikita ko sa mga mata ni Mommy ang disappointment pero hinayaan ko na lang yun.
“ And I heard that you skipped todays class, what is wrong with you!” halos nagulat ako sa sigaw niyang yun.
“ Mom, nothings wrong with me , the people around me does.” Kumalma na siya pero bakas pa rin ang galit sa mata niya.
“ You are not answering my question , where did you went last night ?” Nagaalinlangan ako kung sasabihin ko ang mga nangyari sa akin kagabi but I don’t have any choice but to spill all the truth para matapos na to.
“ Kuya's girlfriend –“
“ She is not my Girlfriend” ngayon ko lang napansin na nandito pala si kuya , may klase siya ngayon kaya anong ginagawa niya dito.
“ Continue “ matigas na sabi ni mommy.
“ Kuya's Girlfriend mistook me for being his mistress, they hurt me and to the point that they put sleeping pills to that drink and gave it to me” napasinghap si mommy sa sinabi ko.
I'm sorry if I didn’t tell you mom is just that I don’t want to depend always if something happens to me.
“ I thought it is okay to drink it because when they gave it to me , its still have a seal but unfortunately Skye also drank on that bottled water so we stuck in our room because we both drank it .”
“ Why you didn’t call us” sabat ni kuya kaya wala na akong choice kundi sabihin ang buong nangyari.
“ Before my cellphone shut down , I saw Skye trembling so I didn’t think anything but to comforted him“
“ I went to the hospital when I got help so I didn’t go home last night , please understand . if I didn’t do that he might die”
“ God” hindi makapaniwalang sagot ni Mommy .” Do you want to transfer in another school?”
nagulat ako pero umiling nalang ako , Im used to it , if I go to another I will just waste my time adjusting to the new environment so I will stay ,no matter what.
I'm glad that Mommy's didn’t ask about me skipping the classes today because it's just waste of time.
I went to my room because I didn’t change my clothes since yesterday.
Di parin ako makapaniwalang andaming nangyari sa loob lamang nang isang araw , gusto ko na lang matulog hanggat gusto ko para makalimutan ang mga nangyari , I wish it just a dream.
Are you okay? Bati sa akin ni Maurice ng pumasok ako sa classroom .
“ I'm okay , I'm just tired” bumuntong hininga ako para mabawasan yung kakaibang nararamdaman ko.
I can't explain myself,I didn’t do anthing but I'm tired , nothings happen but I feel something , but when I think about it , it's all empty
Pumasok si Skye sa room at hindi ko alam ang mararamdaman ko. , why? All this time . lahat ng pagpapahiya mo sa akin , yang pagsigaw sigaw mo, bakit ? bakit?
Bakit parang okay lang lahat ng yun. I don’t want imagine such things but the feeling I feel right now is the same when I'm watching Korean dramas.
I wish is just some hallucinations.
Iniwasan ko siya dahil alam kong hindi to totoo pero because of that fucking tadhana I always met him .
I asked Maurice about it because she experience many things about love and relationship. she say that “ If you really like the person you can't resist to avoid him because you always wanted to see his face “ Hindi ko sinabi sa kaniya kung sino yun.
Dahil sa gulong gulo ako sa naiisip ko hindi ko namalayang field trip na pala namin ngayon .
I bring random things. Mommy already pack my clothes since i don’t know what to bring.
Dumating kami sa venue , our teachers already arrange our tents and bonfire . all we need to do is to find some partners for our activity.
Ilang araw ko ring pinagisipan tong agawin ko ngayon kaya naglakas loob na akong lumapit kay Skye at yayain siya.
I decided that I should confess my feeling for him because as the time pass by my feeling grows bigger and bigger.
” I don’t want , find another”
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