🌸❜ ρℓσƭ ˊˎ- ░ :
◌ After they lost an important match,
◌ Sakusa finds Atsumu drunk in a bar.
◌ He decides to carry him home and
◌ Atsumu, drunk as he is, says that
◌ he's in love with him. Sakusa tries
◌ to forget about...
I head to the kitchen and soon I'm standing right in front of the fridge. It's pretty big and when I open it I can feel the cold coming out of it. Inside it's sorted like everyday, so it takes only a few seconds to find what I need. I fill a glass with water, take a cup of yoghurt and a spoon and think of going back into the living room.
But for some reason I can't move. It's like something is holding me back, it just feels kinda weird to see him right now. This one scene from yesterday pops up on my mind again. "I love you" that's what he said. There's literally nothing really special about this sentence, especially not when it comes out of the mouth of a drunk Atsumu. People say a lot of weird things when they are drunk, so why the hell do I think about this so much?
I looked up the definition of "love". It's not like I care ore something, just some random research. But the first thing I found was "an intense feeling of deep affection." Well, actually I don't even think that a rat like him could feel something like this. But just something I thought about: I asked myself a question, don't ask me how this one came to my mind: "How would I react if he told me he was actually serious?"
I'm slightly shaking my head a bit. Will never happen, doesn't matter. And even if it happened, I'd reject him of course. I mean, I don't care if boys are dating each other, but he's Atsumu, you know, and also I'm sure that I'm not gay.
Actually I never really fell in love, so I can't be like 100 percent sure... What. The. Fuck. Am I thinking about? Guess I was lost in thoughts for a moment. Will never happen again. He was drunk, he's Atsumu, he's not serious, actually he's never serious. I'm not gay, he's not gay, I don't even like him. Now go out of my head, silly thoughts!
I open the door with my elbow and leave the kitchen. Heading to the living room I hear Atsumu talking to someone. But there was no one else in the room. Maybe he's on a call? I get a little closer to the door and hear him saying something. I've never heard such an expression in his voice before. He sounds a little worried, even though he's obviously trying to hide it.
"He woke up? Okay, got it. I'll be there soon."
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
A/N Sorry, kinda hate this chapter, 'cause I personally don't really like chapters, where nearly nothing happens, but I had to let him struggle a little bit.
