You Can Never Escape Me(BxB)

t w e n t y o n e

Anthony Lawrence

"Anthony, it's time to wake up," I heard Elias' voice, which wasn't really the first sound I wanted to hear, when waking up in the morning.

My head ached from the lack of sleep and the pretty intense night I had with Elias. My eyes immediately shot open as I thought about it and realized what happened just a few hours ago.

I did some intimate stuff with Elias voluntarily, because at this point I thought that it would be the best decision for myself, so that I could feel better. But thinking about it now, made me want to vomit.

This wasn't the life I wanted and I wouldn't accept my fate that easily. I would come out of here eventually to see my parents and my friends again, make everything I've ever wanted to do and have a family with the person I loved and wanted.

My eyes shot up to Elias, who thankfully wore some clothes and sat on my side of the bed. He looked down at me with a thoughtful expression and said nothing for a while.

I had to admit that even if my ass hurt lightly the little make out session I had with Elias hadn't been disgusting or awful. To my surprise, it has felt amazing in every kind of way. Elias exactly knew, where to touch me and how to position me, so that I could feel as much pleasure as possible. And I enjoyed everything he did to me. I hated that I loved it and hated Elias even more than before.

"Give me ten minutes," I yawned as I turned my back to him and closed my eyes to get some more rest. But Elias turned me back around and removed the covers. I instantly tried to hide my private parts, which made Elias frown.

"I'm naked, you idiot!" I shouted angrily at him and tried to get the blanket back from him.

"Do you remember what we've done a few hours ago? You can't tell me that after that you're still acting like a little girl, who's shy and embarrassed for showing her body." Elias asked amused.

"You couldn't see anything in the darkness." I reminded him. "Now, there is light. So, it's completely different."

"Anthony, could you please stop bitching around for a few damn minutes," Elias said frustrated. "I have to go soon and there will be a lot of people coming to prepare you too. We don't have time for that!"

Thinking about the marriage made me want to throw up even more. On the bedside table was as usual placed a gigantic plate full of food, but I wasn't hungry at all. My lack of food had a bad impact on my physical appearance and my mental health. I was starting to lose weight and for me, who was already skinny, it wasn't good at all. I was constantly tired and exhausted, no matter what I was doing. Additionally, the most obvious part, I was constantly in a bad mood and stressed out by everything that happened around me.

I knew I should be eating at least a little bit, but what was the point if my body didn't keep it anyway.

"Before I go, I wanted to talk about two important topics with you," Elias informed me.

"Shoot." I sighed, not wanting to hear anything coming out of his mouth. Because everything he said would be against me as usual.

"So, first of all we can't go on a honeymoon. Because we didn't figure out, who attacked us a few months ago yet. We lost a lot of men and Sam also nearly died. I can't risk putting you in danger." He pointed out, which made me laugh.

"Yeah, it would be really sad if I would die before you even had the chance to fuck me properly." I stated with faked sympathy.

"That's not funny!" Elias retorted unamused.

"That's kinda unfortunate that we don't share the same sense of humor," I commented.

Elias stared at me for a while, trying to control himself to not explode right on the spot.