You Can Never Escape Me(BxB)

t w e n t y n i n e

Anthony Lawrence

*Trigger warning: violence, sexual assault*

After yesterday, I actually hoped to spend a normal day again at the medical area, with my colleagues and Sam. It was crazy how used I got to all of this and even kind of accepted it as my life. I sometimes forgot that I got kidnapped and wasn't voluntarily here. I didn't know if I gave up or if I was just trying to keep myself sane, because right now it didn't look like I had any chances of getting free.

Together with Elias I sat in the backseat of one of his cars, while this time a driver chauffeured us to the location.

I was forced to wear an uncomfortable suit again, which pissed me off inside. But of course I didn't show it. I didn't need more stress than I would probably already get tonight.

I glimpsed at Elias who sat calmly next to me and obviously didn't find the suit as uncomfortable as me.

We didn't talk again since last night, which wasn't something unusual for us though. We basically never had a real conversation, without it ending in a fight.

We were on the way to a meeting that solely consisted of people from the mafia. Elias wanted to go there to meet his allies again, exchange informations and of course search for the person who attacked them months ago and nearly killed Sam.

There were a lot of guards coming with us including Kai and also Eric. This gave me at least a little feeling of security, but still I was nervous. This wouldn't be a peaceful and happy get together.

I didn't know why it was necessary to bring me along, because I couldn't do anything there. Eric explained to me to not speak to anyone unless it was one of Elias' allies. I didn't even know who those allies were. So basically I would only sit somewhere or stand awkwardly next to Elias and look like an idiot.

And I wasn't even wrong with my assumption. Because after being introduced as Elias' husband and meeting people, that were either flirting with me or didn't pay any attention to me, Elias led me to a table, ordered me a drink and left me alone.

Kai was standing next to me to protect me in case someone might attack me. Which I didn't care for at all. The only thing I would die from today was boredom.

"How's your relationship with Eric?" I asked Kai, as I got bored from observing the people around here. I didn't care much for Kai's life or his relationship with Eric. I still didn't know both of them really well, Kai even less. But everything that would keep me from falling asleep right now was helpful.

"I'm not allowed to talk to you," he said matter-of-factly without looking at me. I saw that his eyes often wandered to Eric, who has been at Elias' side for the whole time, but he tried to force himself to look away and to focus on paying attention to any potential dangers.

"Who said that?"

"Your husband," he replied unnerved, hoping that I would stop talking to him.

"Stop always calling him my husband, it's really starting to make me sick." I exclaimed without thinking. But I couldn't take back what I said anymore.

"But he is, isn't he?" Kai asked skeptically. I didn't know why I had to hide the fact that I've been kidnapped. It was normal and to be expected from a mafia boss after all. Everybody thought that I fell in love with him and gave up everything just to spend the rest of my life with him. Why did nobody realize that I didn't want to be here or with him? I wasn't hiding my hatred in the least. But then I reminded myself again that nobody would go against Elias to save my sorry ass.

"Yes, of course." I sighed frustrated.

My eyes wandered around the gigantic hall that was heavily decorated. Every woman was wearing an elegant dress showing her curves, while the men were dressed in expensive suits. A DJ was playing some music, but it wasn't too loud so that you could still have a proper conversation. In general everything in here from the tables, the lamps even the tissues looked hella expensive. It made me nauseous to think about how everybody made their fortune by blackmailing or kidnapping people, forcing them to prostitution, selling drugs, organs and guns, and other illegal stuff.