Escaping Lies

Chapter 22

Chapter 22

I feel like I'm still in bliss. Hindi ko alam pero para akong lumulutang sa saya! Kahit hindi kami masyadong nagkakainteract ni Mommy ay alam kong mahal ko siya dahil siya pa’rin ang ina ko.

Tinanggal ko lahat ng tampo sa puso ko at pinalitan ng pagmamahal. Ngayong dalawa na lang kami ay dapat magtulungan na kami para mabuo ang mga sarili namin.

I'm still in shocked dahil biglaan din ang pag gising niya pero nagpasalamat na lang din ako dahil nagising siya.

I remember the doctor always tell to me that there a chance that my mom will not wake up because of the impact of the accident.

But I didn't lose hope. She is the only family that I have except to my relatives so I must put my trust on Him and He didn't failed me!

My mom is here now awake. Ang isang nakakatuwa pa ay hindi siya nagka amnesia  so wala kaming masyadong problema pwera na lamang sa pagkawala ni Daddy na hindi pa niya alam.

I know she's clueless now because she can't even see kahit na anong anino ni Daddy dito sa room niya. Palinga linga siya lalo na sa pintuan na animoy nagaantay ng dadating pa.

Little did she know, the one that she's looking for is in heaven now looking at her too. Geez, Dad I miss you so much!

Alam kong napansin din ito ng mga kamag anak namin kaya't iniwan muna nila kami dito para makapag usap.

"We will leave you two here for catch up. I know Xy, have so many things need to tell you. Magpalakas ka, Marisse." tito said, my Mom's brother.

She nodded at him and smiled, "Thank you."

Tuluyan ng tumahimik ang loob ng kwarto at ang aircon na lang ang naririnig ko.

Nakatingin sa akin si Mommy, I know she's waiting for me to talk. I'm so nervous! I pity my Mom that she'll gone this far!

Nang mapansin niyang ‘di pa ako magsasalita ay pinangunahan na niya.

"Where's your father?" she asked confusedly.

Huminga ako ng malalim kasabay ng panunubig ulit ng aking mata. Memories flash back at my mind and before I can do to stop it, my tears fell already.

"M-mom..." garalgal na sabi ko.

Damn! I can't even talk!

"Where's your dad, Xyrelle?" I know she have someting in mind right now pero ayaw niya itong paniwalaan ng hindi nanggagaling sa akin.

And it hurts! It hurts because why my mom should suffer like this? Bakit yung mommy ko pa?

She got into accident with my father. My father died and my mom is in coma. And now that she's awake, I know that I should ready myself to say this to her but damn, I can't!

"M-mom... D-dad is now in h-heaven..." geez I can't say it!

Napayuko na lamang ako ng makitang may tumulong luha sa mga mata niya na tila nakumpirma ang kanina pa niyang iniisip.

Hindi ko kaya! I can't bear her seeing like this! She suffered a lot! I hug her as tight as I can. She keep on sobbing while saying that what I said isn't true.

Sana nga, Mommy. Sana.

"Y-youre lying, r-right?"  I looked at her sadly, "No! No! No! That's not true! Nagsisinungaling ka. Tell me where your father is!" she histerically said.

"M-mom, mom! Calm down, please. Kakagising niyo lang po. Makakasama po ito sa inyo---"

"Then stop lying!" she interrupted.