Escaping Lies

Chapter 23

Chapter 23

After that motherly talk, or should I say story telling but different kind of characters and just happened in real life?

Mom fell asleep after that. She's too drained. I think I will not let her ask question again about my Dad.

I will let her take a break muna para hindi makaapekto sa health niya. The doctor advice me that Mom should not use all of her strength dahil baka bumigay siya any moment.

Kaya kahit ayaw niya ay pinilit ko din siyang magpahinga. This is too much for her. I will just talk to her calmly that we will just visit dad when she is totally healed.

Riane will be here any moment of now. She said that she'll just buy fruits for Mom though hindi naman kailangan dahil marami pa dito pero sabi niya ay nakakahiya naman walang dala.

May hiya pala ang babaeng ‘yon?

I shrugged the thought and just wait for her text. Si gaga kasi masyadong pa importante gusto pa niya susunduin siya. Geez, sino magbabantay dito?

Our class for today is half day kaya she had a lot of time to visit here. Her mom also said that she will visit once she's free.

May sakit daw kasi yung kuya ni Riane and Tita being a good mother, syempre inalagaan niya muna. Basta bibisita naman daw siya, so I just said okay.

Riane texted me that she's now on the way here kakagaling lang daw niyang market to buy some fresh fruits. Isa pa yong maarte e! I also said to her that she should drop by at pizza house and milktea house to buy some.

Argh, I'm so hungry. It's okay if I cheat today, right?
I love my body but I love myself more! Wala namang ibang mag mamahal sayo kun’di sarili mo lang e.

Also, kahit mahal mo o mahal ka, magchicheat pa'rin ‘yan! Kahit gaano ka kaganda, kung hindi ka pa sapat, magloloko pa 'rin ‘yan.

Kaya dapat we should value more ourselves kasi wala naman ibang makakaappreciate niyan kun’di ikaw lang din.

What the heck, Xyrelle?

What are you talking about?

Bago pa ko mabaliw ay bumaba na ako at doon na inabangan si Riane. I saw the coffee machine kaya pumunta muna ako do’n bago bumaba.

I know Riane will take 10 minutes to go here mabuti ng may iniinom bago maghintay sa kanya.

I feel so exhausted. Yung ibang tao ay napapatingin sa akin dahil na 'rin sa maga kong mata. Hindi na kasi ako nag abalang mag hilamos pagpunta dito.

So what? We are in a hospital, so it's just a normal day to them dapat! Kuhanin ko eyeballs niyo dyan, e!

Even David, sa sobrang occupied ko sa Mommy ko, I almost forget about him! I wonder if he's looking for me? If he's missing me? Because I am. I know, I do.

Riane said that she have something to tell. For 2 days absent I think it's the activities or quizzes that I missed pero sabi niya ay bukod don, meron pa daw.

Napansin kong sa buong linggo, every people on my surrounding loves on suprising me! I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.

Feel ko tuloy if I had a heart seizures baka inataki na ko dahil puro surpresa ang hatid ng buhay sa akin. Life is really surprising! I hope the next surprise to me is great!

I'm so fucked up! 

After a long thinking, I saw Riane parked her cark. I sighed. Thank God!

Alam kong pag nandito si Riane hindi ako matatahimik pero mas gugustuhin ko na ata ‘yon kaysa makipag laban ako sa utak ko!