Seasons Of Desire

Chapter 7

As I got back in my new apartment, I was confused. "Hey baby doll. I hope you don't mind, but I brought most of your stuff in your new apartment. B.? Are you okay?" Brandon came closer. "No, I'm not. Brandon, it wasn't a date. He just wanted to have sex." my friend hugged me tight. "So? I thought you wanted him. That was your chance babe."

"Ugh, I know. But I thought he would take me out or something."

"Oh B. It's James Maslow. If you're lucky enough, he will please you more than one time." he chuckled.

"And what should I do now?" I wanted to know. "The question is, do you want him between your legs?" I nodded. "Then write him a message."

"What should I say? Changed my mind, please fuck me?" Brandon laughed. "Some like his. Or better, just drive there." was his answer. I took a deep breath. I wasn't the kind of girl for a one night stand. But this time it was different. I wanted him. "Okay" I agreed.

As I reached James' & Matt's I was nervous as well. I knocked on the door, waited for someone to open. Matt was the one who opened it. "Oh, look who's here." Matt said. "Uhm, I wanna talk for James" I said. "He's in his room." and with those words he left in the kitchen. Okay. I took a deep breath and walked upstairs. I wanted to knock on James door as I heard him yelling. "Oh dad, come on. I don't wanna do this.... No I'm not.... Dad.... Ugh, you're killing me.... Yeah, I'll visit you and mom the next days..." I heard him behind the door. I opened it without knocking. As he saw me, he wasn't happy at all. "Dad? I need to hang up... Yeah Yeah...bye" he said and hung up. I closed the door behind me. "And what are you doing here?" James asked annoyed and threw his phone on his bed. His room was friendly with a lot of white and dark wood. "Uhm, I... I don't know. I just thought that you wanted to... and..." I stuttered. "Oh you wanna have sex with me now? What a pleasure." he said and sat on his bed, threw his head on his hands. "Or we could talk. You look like you had a bad day." I sat next to him. "I had a bad day. My sex date just left and my parents are annoying me... You don't do that often, right?" he asked. I shock my head and looked down. "And you want it?" he asked. I looked up and bite on my lower lip.

James stood up and locked the door. He came closer and right away, I was nervous as hell. "Are you nervous?" he asked. "No." I almost wispered. He leaned in and kissed my lips. It wasn't really carefully, but not rough. He kissed a little way to my neck and up to my ear. "I won't fuck you tonight. You better leave." he wispered in my ear and I opened my eyes and saw James walking to a chair. He sat down and turned his back to me. "Oh okay." I wispered and left the house. Wow, this guy was so strange. Why do I wanna have him? Maybe it's his bad boy image. Ugh. Everything was so confusing. I wasn't the kind of girl. And I acted like a bitch. I needed to stop, before it's too late.

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I know, it's a really strange chapter. But I promise you'll understand in my next chapters. What do you think about James behavior? And about Blaire's? xoxo