Seasons Of Desire

Chapter 24

Blaire

I felt so bad for James. It was my fault that he broke with his dad. He would rather live without money than without me. My heart felt too small to keep all the love I felt for him. I was sitting on his lap, hugged him tight. I heard every single word of the coversation. It all started to have some fun. And then he started to be more for me. I needed him. His natural sence made me feel like a junkie. "You're all I need." he wispered against my neck and kissed it soft. "Are you scared?" I asked him and stroked his back. "I don't know anything right now." he answered. I was scared that he reget this step. We were so young, too young to make such decisions. "I love you" he said again and again. I leaned back a little to look in his perfect eyes. I couldn't answer. I leaned in and tried to put all my feelings for him in this one kiss. "What do you wanna do today?" I asked him. "I just wanna be here, with you. We could go to the pool, watching movies. I don't care." he said. I felt that the conversation with his dad was too much for him. "You know what I always wanted to do?" I asked him and smirked. "Tell me." he said. "I always wanted to swim naked with somebody. At night." I answered, but I felt a little weird with my answer. "Fuck" he moaned. "Is it weird?" I was scared that he might thought that I was discusting. "Fuck, no. It's so hot. But just when I can touch you, make you feel other things." he smirked. I punched him playfull against his arm and we laughed.

At night, after a day of cooking, chilling and watching movies I walked to the pool. I put all my clothes off and walked into the pool. The water had the perfect tempreture. I droped my head under water and I never felt that free. I tried to stay under water as long as I could. I opened my eyes, and the light made it like a dream.

Suddenly I noticed some legs, walking into the water. I put my head of of the water. James was swimming to me. "Hey." he almost wispered. "Hey" I wispered back. We were in the deep part of the pool. James was able to stand, I didn't. I looked down, saw he was naked as well and I sunk. He just laughed and lifted me up. "How does it feel?" he asked, hold me over water with his hands on my waist. "So good. My boobs are looking like fake." I giggled. He liftet me a little bit higher, closed his lips around it. "Hmm, but it tastes like the old one." I put my hands on his cheek. "I'm afraid." I wispered. "Why?" he asked, soft, pulled me closer to him. "You can break my heart. And I'm afraid that you regret the decision with your dad." I said and stroked over his chest. "Do you trust me?" he asked, and I nodded. "Good. I love you Blaire. More than everything. You need to trust me. You can break my heart as well." he mentioned and I took a deep breath.

I couldn't resist, my hand moved down and stroked his friend. "Blaire." he moaned. He made me wrapping my legs around his torso and it didn't took us long, til he filled me out. His hands were on my butt and helped me moving. We moved slow and kissed. I felt the climax in my stomach. I bite his shoulder. Suddenly, the water felt too warm, my heart to small, the world too big. "Ready?" he asked. And I agreed in my moan. Suddenly, his hand moved to my hot center. "I love you" he wispered again. And I couldn't resist. I moaned and he came with me. I hold him so close. He was still in me, stroked my back and kissed my neck. I really hoped that it would work - Us against the world.

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Hard times are crashing their lives. And James was really hurt and confused. Do you think he won't regret it? xoxo