Seasons Of Desire

Chapter 23

I was standing in the kitchen, making some pancakes for Blaire and me. It took her a really long time to fall asleep again. It was an aweful night. Today it seemed to be a bad dream, not real. But I couldn't sleep. Matt stayed at Lola's house. "Good morning." Her sweet morning voice ripped me out of thoughts. I smiled at her. She looked awesome with my tshirt, weird hair, sleepy eyes. I opened my arms and she came. She hugged me tight. I smelled her hair and closed my eyes. "You need sleep!" I wispered against her hair. "I couldn't. I missed you." he answered. But I know it was the truth. "I wanted to make some pancakes.". Blaire looked up, gotnup on her tip toes and kissed me. I enjoyed her lips. I missed them for too long. "What are your plans for today?" she asked against my lips. "We should relax and we missed a lot of time." I wispered against her lips, she moaned as I entered her mouth with my lips. Suddenly she pulled away and walked over to the pancakes. I looked at her, I was confused. "We don't wanna let the pancakes burn." she giggled. I laughed.

"Woah, uhm, they are, uhm, amazing." she moaned. "I wish you would make the sound in my bedroom." I said and she laughed. She stared at me and smiled. "What?" I asked. She walked over and sat down on my lap, my hands rested on her hips. "I love you, James." she smiled like an angel. "I love you too, Blaire." I answered. It was the truth. She leaned in, her arms around my neck, and kissed me.

"Didn't mean to disturb you." someone said and I knew it was my father. Blaire jumped up. "What is she doing here?" he asked. She blushed and felt uncomfortable. "I can ask you the same question." I said to my father. "I better leave" Blaire wispered and wanted to go. I took her wrist. "Wait upstairs, okay? It won't take long." I wispered to her and pecked her lips. She nodded and left.

"What do you want?" I asked my dad, and put the plates on the counter. "I thought we had a deal? You will end this right now and you won't see her again! Get it?" she said loud enough. "Think about your future and the financial support, James." he continued. "Are you fucking kidding me?" I yelled. "Control your voice." I walked to him, standing close. "You know what happened last night? We almost died, dad. And I thought I lost Blaire. I thought she dies! But it's so nice of you that you ask how I feel. I'd rather live without financial support of you that living without the girl I lost. Dad, I love her. And I won't leave her again." First I yelled, then I controlled my voice to a lower level. "Is it your last word?" he asked me. He was always like a business man, not like a father. "It is." I said. My dad nodded and left.

I sat down, put my head down in my hands. "Fuck" I wispered. I had enough, I was confused. But I knew I said the right words. But the last 24 hours were just too much for me. Suddenly I felt a small hand on my shoulder and shock up. "I'm sorry." she wispered. Her face was full of sorry. "Did you listen?" I asked her. She nodded. I sighed. She climbed on my lap, pulled me in her arms. I closed my eyes and hold her tight. "I don't wanna be the reason..." she started. I made her looking in my eyes, my hands on her waist. "Shhh... I did the right thing. And I won't do the same msitake twice" I kissed her soft and she hugged me again. It was so good to have her. When she was around I felt safe. I needed her like the air to breath. I just loved her...

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James faced his dad. What do you think about the conversation. And about Blaire? xoxo