Seasons Of Desire

Chapter 13

Blaire

Brandon had a group work the entire night for his presentation on monday. I was sitting on my bed, with my MacBook in front of me. I was working on some papers. I loved my simple PJ pants and a top. It was so comfortable. A knock on the front door disturbed my work. I looked on my phone. It was 2am. Maybe Brandon was ealier at home and forgot his keys. I walked through the living room to the door and opened it. "James?" I asked shocked. "Did I wake you up?" he asked in a soft way. "No, I was studying. But, are you okay? Uhm, come in." I said and opened the door a little bit more to let him in. As he entered the apartment, he looked around. "Nice apartment" he mentioned. Without a word he found my bedroom and walked in. "Can I sit?" he asked me. "Of course" I answered. He sat down on my bed. I never saw him that... I don't know. "What's wrong?" I asked carefully. I had no idea if he would answer. "Ugh, I have no idea where to start." he sighed. "Right from the beginning. I have time." I said. "But you told me that you're studying." he looked at me. "James. If you wanna talk, talk. I'm here for you." I mentioned and closed my MacBook. James started with his childhood, told me that he didn't have a choice, he had to study architecture. And finally he told me about the dinner. In the middle of the story James was laying in my arms. I stroked his hair and his chest. "Do you wanna do it?" I asked, while I stroked his chest under his button down shirt. "I have no idea. I mean it's a great chance. But I have no choice. Someone else, my dad, decided. That's what fucked me up, you know." he explained. "I know. Just think about it. Your parent won't throw you out."
"Oh, you don't know my dad. He would" his rubbed his face with his hands. He turned around and layed almost on me. "Thank you for listening, Blaire." he said. "No worries. I'm always there for you!" I answered. He stroked my cheek and leaned in, kissed me softly. We kissed slow. I reached out for his pants, but he took my wrist and broke the kiss. "Let's take it slow tonight, okay?" he mentioned. I agreed.

We kissed again, we tasted and explored each others mouth. We undressed each other slow and carefully. Explored every inch of each others body. "Fuck" James said and trow his head on my collar bone. "What?" I giggled. "I don't have a condom with me. Ugh." he complained. I thought a second about my next words "Do it without. I'm taking the birth control pill." I finally answered. "Are you sure?" he asked and I nodded. "To be honest. I never did it without." I admitted. "Me neigher" he mentioned and giggled. "Are you sure you want it?" he asked again. "Yes." I wispered. James smiled and kissed me softly. I felt his friend near my hot center. Taking it slow was weird, because I couldn't wait any longer. I wanted him deep inside of me. And there it was. Moving slow inside of me. "Oh god" James moaned and I flipped my head back. He waited a few moments until he started to move. We kissed all the time and sweat was on our bodies. He looked so great, every muscle was moving in his soft pushes. My hands were on his back, and those muscles were moving, too. It felt so good, so damn good. Like we were connected. I wrapped my legs around his torso, to get more of him. "Oh my god, Blaire, I can't take it any more." he moaned. "Let go, James." I wispered in his ear and bite it. And with the bite he moaned out load, he moaned my name. And I couldn't hold it eighter. I moaned as well as I reached my climax.

We were totally out of breath. James rolled down. "So, as always you're leaving now, right?" I asked as I turned around to face him. "Do you want me to stay?" he asked and stroked hair out of my face. I nodded. "I promise you I will stay until you fall asleep. Okay?" he suggested. "Okay" I wispered. "Come here." James said. He took me in his arms, holding me close. He covered our bodies with my blanket, he turned the light on my nightstand out. "Thank you" he wispered and kissed my head. Instead of an answer I kissed his bare chest and snuggled closer to his warm and naked body.

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