Seasons Of Desire

Chapter 10

I cried til I fell asleep and I cried as I woke up. Around noon, I was laying on the couch, in jogging pants and a top, as the door opened. "Daddy is home." it was Brandon. I jumped up and hugged him tight. "Woaaah, B. I was gona for 2 days. Did you miss me." he hugged me back and I nodded. Again, hot tears rolled down my cheek, right on his shirt. "Hey baby. What happened?" We walked over to the couch and I snuggled into Brandon's arms. "I had sex with James." I said. "And that's why you're crying? Was he that bad?" he chuckled. "Not funny." I explained Brandon the whole situation. "Oh B. I told you he's not a guy for dating."
"I know, I know. But... The sex was amazing. But I felt like trash as he just left. I mean..."
"I know, sweety. But at leat you have good sex. And if you were good enough, you can join it more than once." he chuckled. Brandon told me about his weekend with his parents. He definately had more fun than I.

It was monday. Time for some classes. My last one was Mr. Finlays class. As I walked to the lecture, James was standing in front of the door. I passed him as he made me stop. "Blaire." he said. "I'll wait inside." Brandon wispered and went inside. I turned around. "What?" I said a little more rough than I wanted. "Woah, what happened?" James asked confused. "You really don't know?" I almost yelled. Suddenly James pushed me into the room next to our classroom. "What's your problem?" he asked annoyed. "My problem? You. You just left me naked in your bed." I yelled. "So what?" he yelled back. "I'm not looking for a girlfriend. I just wanna have fun." he yelled again. "And maybe I liked it last night, and wanna have more of it." he mentioned more calm. "Hah, never ever gonna happen. I'm not your bitch." I said. "First of all, you're not a bitch at all..." he came closer "...and tell me that you didn't enjoy the sex." he came closer and closer, and I couldn't say no. "and tell me that you don't enjoy this." he put his lips right on mine. But this time he was more carefully. "Tell me and I will stop forever." he continued. But I didn't want him to stop. His tongue entered my mouth and I closed my eyes. I guess a little sigh escaped my mouth. He leaned back and looked at me with a smile on his lips. "No dating stuff, we can meet others. Just great sex, okay?" but it wasn't a question. He left the room. I followed him and we walked into Mr. Finlay's class, too late of course. He ignored us and I sat down, next to Brandon. "Did you guys have sex, or why did it take that long?" he chuckled. "Oh Brandon. I think I'm addicted."

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Interesting chapter. What are you thinking about James behavior, and about Blaire's statement that she's addicted? xoxo