Seasons Of Desire

Chapter 20

The back of the library burned and people  were in panic. They screamed, cried, ran around. The music turned off and the DJ said: "Hey get guys, get out of here." I looked around, I needed to find Blaire. She was still somewhere here. The smoke got thicker and thicker. The people went crazy. I was still standing there. "Matt, go out and take Lola with you." I said to him and looked around, again. There was Brandon. I ran over to him. His face was black from the smoke. "Where's Blaire?" I yelled, it was just too loud. "I don't know. I'm looking for her. But I can't find her." The people screamed more and more and the smoke made it hard to breath. I turned around and saw, that half of the library was in flames. Fuck. "I'm looking for her. Go out Brandon. I won't go out until I find her, and I will, okay?" He wanted to ague "You don't have time Brandon, just go. I will find her!" I said and pushed him to the others. He was her best friend and I wouldn't leave. But I couldn't take care for both of us. I just needed to find her. It was my fault that she ran away. Where would I go, if I was Blaire?

Blaire

I was sitting in the back of the copy room in the basement. I wanted to be alone. James hated me. Everybody hated me. I cried and I was happy that I was wearing decent make up. I wanted to go home, far away from here. Suddenly I noticed that the air was a little hazy. But maybe it was the alcohol and the tears. I just wanted to go home, far away from here. I stood up and walked to the door. But I couldn't open the door. I pulled harder. Damn. "Help!" I shouted. Suddenly I noticed that the air was really hazy. I needed to cough. Shit "HELP ME!"

James

I couldn't find Blaire. Maybe she was out. Maybe she went home. I ran outside into the cool and clear air. It was soo good to breath. I found Lola, Matt and Brandon. Lola was crying in Matt's arms. "Have you seen Blaire? Is she at home?" I asked. "She didn't came out." Matt said, rubbing Lola's back. "And she doesn't answer my calls." Brandon said. "Wait? Where do you wanna go?" Matt asked. "Inside. I have to find her." I answered. "No, you can't. Everything's burning. You will die." my best friend mentioned. He was right, I knew it. "I won't let Blaire alone inside. I will find her." I ran inside. I heard the sirens but I didn't care. It would be too late. Some students still tried to get out.

As I was back inside, I couldn't breath. The air was full of smoke. I screamed her name again and again, but she wasn't here. I felt a little dizzy, but I knew that I had a mission. Blaire was inside, alone, panic. I put my sleeve in front of mouth and nose and ran downstairs, to the basement. Problem, the flames came closer. I ran around and screamed her name, but nothing. I slided down the wall. Tears rolled down my cheek. I couldn't hold it. I wasn't on time. But I wouldn't go out without her. But just the thought, that she, my little Blaire, was lying somewhere, alone, full of panic and I wasn't there... it killed me.

"HELP ME PLEASE!" I heard a low voice down the coridor. I stood up, even it was in my mind, there was a little chance that she might be there. I ran as fast as I could. And again: "HELP ME!" I ran faster. Even I couldn't breath, I didn't care. "BLAIRE!" I shouted. It was burning hot. "James? JAMES! Please help me, I can't open the door." she cried. She was so full of panic. I tried it myself, but the door didn't open. "Go away!" I shouted. And I ran against the door, again and again. My shoulder was really hurtfull and the door didn't move. I took all my strengh and ran one last time against the door, as hard as I could. And finally, the door opened. Blaire was standing there, in panic, her face was black and wet. I came closer and she ran into my arms, crying. I hold her tight, because I thought I lost her. Single tears rolld down my cheek. I took her face in my hands. "I thought I lost you. And I swear to god, I will never let you go again, Blaire. Never!" and kissed her.

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James found her! What do you think about it? About the destiny? Will everything change now? xoxo