Seasons Of Desire

Chapter 15

I was just a friend from college. Somehow it was like a knife in my heart. But what did I expect? I didn't even knew what we were. And what else should he answer? She's the girl I band from time to time? I wasn't his girlfriend, I was nothing. "Blaire..." James started. But I put on my happy face. "Are the pasta ready?" I asked instead. I really didn't wanna know his 'sorry'. "Forget about the fucking pasta. Come here." he said and pulled me in his arms. "It's okay." I wispered. I had no other words. "No, it's not. But I don't even know what we are. I like you around me, I like you in my bed and... Ugh, it's so difficult. I just wanna keep you away from my dad." now he put his hands on my cheeks and made me look at him. "I just want you to know that I like you, Blaire. Okay? You're not someone to me." he kissed my forehead. "Are you mad at me, when I say that I'm not hungry anymore?" I asked. He shock his head. "No, I understand. I ruined the day, right?" he asked soft. "No you don't. I have no idea. It was weird." I explained and James nodded, like he understood what I meant. "Do we wanna go to the pool? The sun sets soon." I agreed.

We walked to the pool and I put my dress off. I said down, my feet in the water. James jumped in and splashed me. We laughed. "Come into the water." James said. I shock my head and giggled. James swom to me and I knew what he wanted to do. I stood up and ran away, squeaking. James jumped out of the water and it didn't take him long to catch me. I squeaked loud as he wrapped his arms around me and spon me around. We laughed loud. He lifted me up and jumped, with me in his arms, in the water. He laughed and I splashed water in his face. He laughed even more. James came closer and again, he wrapped his arms around me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and looked in his beautiful eyes. "Are you mad at me?" he asked with a soft face. I shock my head. "Good. Cause I don't want you to be mad at me." he mentioned and kissed me.

His lips made me feel thousand of butterflies in my stomach. He kissed me softly, his tongue danced with mine. "I can't get enough" he wispered and kissed my neck. One hand moved down, in his trunks, and he was ready as always. A moan escaped his lips. I wrapped my legs around his torso. He stroked my little bikini slip aside and entered me. He sex was soft, so soft. We enjoyed it and kissed the whole time.

It was noon and James and I were sitting on the couch. Eating pizza and watched a movie. "Are you cold?" he asked as we finished. "A little bit." I answered. I was wearing a hoodie of James. Because my clothes needed to dry. "Come here, Blair." he said. I layed down in fron of him. He covered us with a blanked and hugged me tight under it. "Is it better?" he asked and kissed my ear. "Much better, thank you." I answered and snuggled closer to his body.  "I should better go" I said. "Why?" he wispered and kissed my sweet spot. "Because I'm getting tired and..." but he cut me off. "Stay. Matt is coming back late." he explained. "But... what if I fall asleep?" James always left. "Then you're sleeping. I won't throw you out, Blaire. You can stay the night, if you want to." he said. Those words meant a lot to me. It was a defference. I turned my head to face him and wispered an "okay" as I kissed him. My lips rested on his for a few seconds. Then I looked back to TV and we watched the movie. I felt home, protected and loved.

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Awww aren't they lovely? What do you think about the phone call and the night? What would you feel? xoxo