Seasons Of Desire

Chapter 17

The entire week James ignored my messages and calls. I wanted to go there and ask him, but he never opened the door. Just Matt and he told me that James didn't want to see me. I was confused and hurt. But I couldn't cry, I was too confused and it felt like a nightmare. Brandon was an awesome friend, he was there for me when I needed it.

"Another party sweetheart." Brandon sang as he walked into my room. "Ugh, no Brandon. Not again. I guess I can't handle it." I complained. "Come on. You can't stay in your room forever. Take your heels and let's gooo B." he said and walked out. I sighed and got dressed. Brandon was right, I was young, and I wasn't ugly, at least I thought that. So I chose a black short dress, heels, let my hair down in a curly way and chose a decent make up as always. "I'm ready to go." I said as I came into the living room. Brandon was sitting on the couch, playing with his iPhone. "Woah, he will regret it." Brandon mentioned and looked on my short dress.

James

Our house was crowded as always. Loud music, enough alcohol for the entire campus and girls. Honestly, I wasn't in the mood for a party, but as always Matt thought it would be a great idea. I was sitting in the kitchen and drunk my beer. Suddenly I heard someone laughing and I knew this laugh. And I was right. Blaire was in my house, our eyes met and she stopped giggeling. She looked shocked and the time seemed to stop. Shit. I needed a lot of self control to look back at my beer. And right in time, Lola came. "Hey James." she said in her sweetest voice. "Hey Lola." I simply answered. A few weeks before, I fucked her a lot. She was pretty, thin, but boring. She was like every other girl. I looked back to Blaire and saw her talking, no, flirting with Matt. I took a deep breath and looked back to Lola. "So, are you dating this nobody?" she asked and stroked my arm. "No, I'm not dating Blaire." I answered. "Is it possible, that we have fun, again?" And again, my eyes went to Blaire and Matt. He had his hands pretty close to her ass and she seemed to enjoy it. I guess I need to talk with my 'best friend'. "I won't say no." I simply answered. I knew that Blaire knew that I was watching her. If she wanna play this game, hurting me, I can do the same. I won't be the dork. Lola giggled and said: "See you later my sexy man.", kissed my cheek and left. Thank god.

Even 2 hours later, Matt and Blaire flirted. And I wanted to freak out, punching in his face. And I was so close as I saw how he kissed Blaire. He kissed her, and she didn't say no, because they started to make out. Okay, I won't be the dork. I drunk two shots at once and walked over to Lola, who was standing close to Blaire. Perfect. I hugged her from behind and wispered in her ear. "Are you busy?" and nibbled on her ear. She turned around and answered in her sweetest voice: "Not too busy for you.". "Great, let's go!" I said and pulled her upstair. Even I didn't look back, I knew that Blaire was watching us.

In my room everything went pretty fast. I was so pissed of Blaire and myself. I needed to become the old James. I was more relaxed and happier. Lola was the right girl for hard sex. She never complained, she was happy when she had my best piece inside her. And she got the hard tour. As we finished she was pleased and I was still pissed. Great. "Can I stay the night?" Lola asked. "No. I'm tired." I answered. I will never let a girl stay the night. It was the biggest mistake ever.

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Woah, pretty hard chapter, right? What do you think about Blaire and James by now? xoxo