Seasons Of Desire

Chapter 18

On the party a few weeks ago, I was shocked. I was tipsy, Matt kissed me and James went upstairs with Lola. Since that day I met Mett from time to time and James was the old one. Somehow everything went his own ways, I couldn't control it. Matt wasn't a bad guy, but he was more for himself in bed. I had the feeling that James wanted to hurt me and it was tearing up my heart. Maybe he wasn't the right guy for me and maybe I hurted him as well. Probably not. But my behavior wasn't the best as well. Ugh, I liked him and even we aren't good for each other, I didn't want to spread hate all over campus. Maybe we could be friends. And it was the perfect event for it.

It was the last day of the semester, we all finished our exams. Maybe it was good that I wanted to go home for 3 months. Away from this crazy place and away from James. But I needed to make things clear. The perfect time was tonight. It was an illegal party on campus, in the library. Students of a fraternity were organizing it. Brandon was really excited, he was there before. "All the students will come around, to rock the most amazing party ever" he said. "Ugh, if it's that's crazy, I have nothing to wear." I complained. I really didn't want to be the girl who doesn't belong here. Not on the last party. "Well, I guess it's time for shopping" Brandon giggled. "Yeah, well, sounds great, but I don't have the money, Brandon." I mentioned. I felt aweful. "Of course not. I'll pay." I wanted to say 'no' but he cut me off from the beginning. "No B. You are my best friend. You had a really tough time because of the students and because of James. And I am so thankful to have a friend like your here. So please, let me pay!" and put on his puppy eyes. "Okay, but I'll cook for us tonight, okay?" Brandon agreed and he almost pulled me out of the door.

I was ready to go. Brandon bought me an amazing jumpsuit, with an amazing neckline. My boobs looked so fake. As always I let my hair down in a wavy way, decent make up. And with my heels I felt really pretty. "Woow, okay it was totally worth it, to spend so much money." Brandon said as I walked into the living room. He was waiting there with a glass of wine. I ran to him and hugged him tight. "You are the best friend I've ever had!" and kissed his cheek. He laughed, we drunk the whole bottle of wine, me in his arms. I thought about James. Would it be possible that he would be there as well? I still got goose pimpels all over my body when he was there. What would be if James' dad didn't show up? 

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Looks like Blaire has deepeer feelings for James. What do you think would have happen, if James dad didn't show up?